After I'm done my shower I wrap a large pink towel around my body and walk down the hallway towards my room. When I hear the front door open I hide until I see its my father coming home from work and continue my walk to my room. Its quite cold in my room when I walk in so I quickly dry off and put on my PJ's. After I comb out my hair with a wide tooth comb I go right to my Window seat and open my laptop on my lap. Once my computer is logged on I go straight to my Twitter. I'm not very popular on twitter, with my 1,700 followers but they make me feel special. Twitters the only place I can go without getting hate, and to escape reality. When I go to check my mentions and interacts I have 5 of them only to find out they Retweeted the tweet I Retweeted of Nialls earlier. I scroll down my news feed and read other peoples tweets, and look at pictures of our boys until its time that I go to bed. I set my alarm for 6am and quickly drift off t sleep.
I wake up the next morning to my alarm playing Kiss You. I don't really want to go to school today. I don't want to go to school ever. I decide that I'm sick today and go back to sleep. I sleep until my mom comes to my door and knocks loudly. She's probably been knocking for a while.
"Yessss?" I say slurring the s.
"Hun, your going to be late for school if you don't get up soon. Its already 6:45am."
"I'm not feeling well mom, I think I netter stay home." I say tiredly.
"Okay gun, do you want me to pock you up some medicine?" She asks worried.
"Yes please." If I say that she will leave me alone and let me sleep. After that Its silent and go back to bed.
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I sleep until 1pm and decide t get up. After attempting to get out of bed I just roll off.
"Owch!" Bad Idea. I get off the floor and walk towards the bathroom. My cats lying right in the middle of the bathroom so I pick him up and move him so I don't step on him. Closing the door behind me I pull down my pants and examine my scars. 13 that are visible on my hip bone. Make that 14. I pull my Razer blade out of its hidden spot and cut a deep line about 4cm long. Not much people relies how good this feels. I rinse the blade off and hide it so my mom doesn't see it. I could never explain to her why I do what I do. The Tears from her eyes would be coming out. Or would she even care? I push those thoughts to the back of my head and use the toilet. Washing my hands after of course.
When I get to my room I Hear my phone ring and I know exactly who's calling. I rush toward my phone but when im about to answer the call ends. Fuck. I dial the number back and after the first ring Kasha answers.
"Hey!" I say.
"Hey! Are you okay? Miranda texted me saying you not at school today."
"No, I'm not feeling to good." I fake cough.
"Kailey. I know you better than anyone else, and I can tell your lying, and plus that cough was so fake." Its true, she knows me better than everyone else, and right their just proved it.
"I just didn't want to go to school today." I try to smile even know she can't see me I feel the need to.
"I'm coming over, be their in 10 minutes," and before I could protest the call ends. I quickly get dressed on a pair of skinny's and a plain blue shirt, throwing on a sweater after relating how cold it is in my house. The tightness of my pants shirts my fresh cut and I am forced to get on a pair of sweat pants. Minutes layer I hear my front door open and get up to go meet Kasha. As soon as she sees me she smiles and hugs me.
"Well I'm glad you feeling fine. Why'd you stay one then?" Kasha asks.
"I was really tired this morning." I lied.
"Well, go get some jeans on and I'm taking you out." She forces.
"No, I think I want to wear these." I jester to my sweat pants.
"Now." She says Pushing my towards the stairs.
"Okay fine but you stay down here." How am I going to wear jeans without my cuts hurting? Fuck. I got to the bathroom and grab the toilet paper roll bring it back to my room. Grabbing my skinnys from my dressers, again, I take my sweats off. Standing in my underwear I grab the toilet paper roll off my bed and layer it into a square and place it on top of my cuts using some tap I fund on my dresser to hold it in place. Then I pull on my skinny jeans, doing my usual dance to get them on. The toilet paper works well and I make my way downstairs to see kasha sitting on a chair at then kitchen table using her phone.
"Ready." I say only to startle her.
"Fuck Kailey, you scared the shit out of me!" She says while getting up and walking towards the door. We walk out my front door and towards her car. Her parents bought her a some expensive car for her 16th Birthday. We get into her car and were off.
"Where are you taking me?" I ask wanting her to tell me but knowing her she won't.
"Its a surprise." She smiles a cheeky smile as we pull into a parking lot. I never got the name of the place because I was to busy asking where were going. the parking lot is quite small, surrounded by trees, and in the far one of the parking lot is a pathway leading to the door. I know exactly where we are know, but why would she take me here?
Hope your all liking it! I'm trying hard to write this so I really do hope you enjoy reading. I decided at the end of each chapter I'll ask you all a question so the first question is: What is your Favourite colour? Comment your answer in the comments of course! <3 Thank you for reading! (
