Moments

This is it

(I'm really excited to write this chapter ahhhhh!! It's going to be interesting can't wait)
Kat pov
It's been amazing 2 weeks and everyday I just have been learning so much about Austin that I haven't known before it's just amazing. Now I'm just sitting back stag watching Austin performing and I just see this glow in his eyes when he performs. It's just makes me so happy and all I can do is just smile.
"Goodnight Brazil! You guys are amazing I love you!" Austin says and walking off the stage
"Hey babe you did amazing I couldn't take my eyes off you I mean I never can I mean look at you. I'm blabbing right now sorry" I say hiding my face in my hands. He pulls my hands from my face.
"It's okay I love when you blab" he says and kisses me on the forehead.
"I have to go to the bathroom I will meet you in your dressing room" I say and walk to the bathroom.
"You have to be fucking me" I say realizing I just got my period good thing I'm wearing black skinny jeans just in case If I bleed threw. But these heels are killing me but I look cute. I start laughing.I walk to Austin's dressing room.
"OMG babe you did ama-" I start to say and can't finish because Austin and some random ass girl are kissing. I trying running but these heels are to high. So I take them off. Once I get them off I hear Austin right behind me before he can say anything I run again leaving my shoes on the ground. Austin grabs my arm.
"It's not what you think it looks like" he says almost crying
"Oh yeah what is it than because she was sticking her tongue down your throat and you didn't seem to mind it looked like you were enjoying it huh?" I ask him not wanting answer partly crying and barely able to talk.
"You know what just leave me alone and go back to that piece of trash" I say running not even knowing where to go. I start regretting what I said to Austin I just was really mad and surprised that he would do that to me. Austin is still running after me
"Stop please let me explain" Austin says
"No just leave me alone" I say
"Oh yeah here's this" I say handing him the ring. I start running away not knowing what to do. I get a in taxi and drive to the nearest hotel or motel. I call my parents and my best friends explaining everything that happened and they all say I should have stayed and listened and gave him a chance to explain. The thing they don't understand it hurts so much to even look at him. I fell asleep crying. The next morning was so bad I just cried. I just needed to go home I thought. I search for the next flight back home which is in two hours. I just leave everything at the hotel room that me and Austin were staying in together. Once I got back I called my parents to pick me up. I just shut my phone off because it wouldn't  shut up and I just want to be by myself no one bothering me. I cry myself to sleep every night and than waking up 2 hours later drenched in my sweat. I can't sleep these nightmares are eating me alive. Before I know it I call Austin. Before I can hang up he picks up.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you" I say lying. All I wanted to do is just jump in his arms and forgive him but it wasn't all that easy.
"I'm sorry just let me explain" Austin says sounding like he hasn't gotten any sleep and has been crying.
"I can't I'm sorry" I say crying and hanging up the phone. The next day there are voices downstairs but I don't feel like getting up so I just stay in bed.
"It's time to wake your ass up!" Danielle says yelling. Haley opens the blinds and Amaya turns on the light and Anne pulls the covers of my body and they shove a bathing suit and some clothes in my face and tell me to get ready.
"Get ready were having a girls day" Anne says
" You need it ASAP" Amaya says
"When's the last time you took a shower it smells like shit in here or even slept" Danielle says
"No it's her breath"Haley says
"You guys shut up and leave me alone" I say and they weren't taking no for an answer. Amaya goes downstairs and comes back with a bucket of ice water and pours it on me
"What the hell!" I yell
"I told you to get up and you didn't so I had to do that now go take a shower" Amaya says. I get up and take an hour or so in the bathroom. Most of the time I was crying. I never cried so much in my life. It's probably because half of my me was taken away and broken. The girls take me to me to get my nails done. Than we go to lunch and then we end up at the beach. I would rather be at home in my bed but I'm happy to be with my best friend. I just sit in the sun not really doing anything until I hear someone approach me.
"Hey" I hear Austin's voice and it cracks
"Hey" I say wanting to just hug him
"Can we talk?" he ask.
"Hey Kat come in" Amaya says knowing that I don't want to talk to him and I don't want to go in the water but I rather do that than talk to him.
"I can't maybe later" I say taking my clothes of like a model showing him what he missed out. I feel everyone eyes on me. I start running to water.
"Thank you" I say whispering to Amaya. Soon enough everyone is in the water having fun besides me and Austin. The sun starts setting and everyone goes off with there boyfriend. Danielle and Zach, Haley and Alex, Amaya and rob, and Anne and her new fling Brooklyn Beckham. Me and Austin left in the sand.
"I think I'm ready to talk" I say and Austin lefts his head with a surprised look
"Also I think we should walk it would be easier for me if that's fine with you?" I ask. We both get up
"Okay so you know how you went to the bathroom well I was get changed. I turned around because sometimes people just walk in so I'm changing and than someone comes in and thought it was you and so I closed my eyes and went in to kiss you or the person that wasn't you but than I smelt something that didn't smell like you so I opened my eyes and pulled back and realized it was this crazy fan but before I could pull back all the way this fan had her tongue down my throat and than you walked in so we kissed for like a sec and it didn't mean anything I promise you. Also she was chocking me and it wasn't like our kisses which I miss.You can ask anyone that was in the room" he says and I laugh a little and he smiles 
"I believe you and I'm sorry I overreacted and I was stupid and what I said before I didn't mean it. I'm so embarrassed" I say hiding my face in my hands I  say. He takes my hands from my face and kisses me.
"So will take my ring back and be my lovely fiancé?" He ask me
"You don't have to ask me twice" I say and we kiss
"I've missed those kisses so much. Also I can't sleep without you. The other night when I called you I did that on purpose I just needed to hear your voice I haven't slept in a long time that's why I look like shit" I say laughing while he wraps his arms around my waist.
"I've missed you so much these pass couple of days has been hell" I say and about to say something but I hear yelling so turn around and see Danielle jumping up and down and I just get this amazing feeling and just run to her.
"Did he propose?" I ask
"Yup look at this. I'm in love" she says and she has the biggest smile he makes her so happy and I couldn't be any happier for her.
"Congrats" I say hugging both of them. The rest of the night we just talk and play games. Austin comes to my house and sleeps over
"I love you thank you" I say to Austin giving him a  kiss before I go to sleep
"I love you" he says kissing me again