Decisions and Fate

Introduction

WRITERS NOTE:

Hey wattpad! Im kinda new to all this and i really wanted to give this whole thing a shot, im really into writing story's and thought you guys reviews could help me out a bit? i guess. Oh well, enough about me, time for the story..

May 12th, 2012
Jason:
Man.. Im tired. It has been almost 2 weeks since i lost both my parents in a car crash, 24 years of age with no parents and no job? Fuck, this is gonna be hard.

Living on the streets was basically an everyday thing, no money to help me, nothing. Not even enough money to pay my rent for this month, fuck. Got addicted to drugs i got from some homeless dude, why did i decide to trust him?

The past has been haunting me. Every choice i've made has affected me both emotionally and physically. Lost many people and I barely could recognize the Jason I am right now. 24 years and suffering, what could i possibly do anymore..?

I've had enough. I didnt want this life. Screw this, im ending this pathetic excuse of life right now!

.ON TOP OF APARTMENT BUILDING:

This is it.

The moment i've been building up the courage for..

As i was about to step off.. My neighbour, Scott, opens up the door behind me with shock, startling me, rendering my balance unsteady, yet able enough to keep me up to hear what he had to say.

"You should re-think this, Jason. I've went through worse than you can ever imagine."

I shouted back at him, almost in a scream that could be heard from a distance.

"YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU'RE SAYING! HAVE YOU BEEN SO EMOTIONALLY SHUT DOWN AND LOST TO THE POINT OF SUICIDE AND LOST BOTH YOUR PARENTS IN A CAR CRASH CAUSING YOU TO LOSE EVERYTHING AND GET ADDICTED TO SOME
SORT OF DRUG?!"

"Im sorry Jason.. I.. I didnt kno-"

"Just leave me alone Scott.. I appriciate your help but this is something i need to do.."

"How in earth do you think im gonna leave you alone?! You're insane!"

At that moment i decided that enough was enough, turned my back towards him and took a step forward, plummeting down as gravity took its affect on me as i began falling. Mind still in function, flashbacks occured and now i've seen every mistake and decision i've done before.

•End of "Introduction"•

Thanks for reading this story, im new to this whole wattpad thing and i appriciate feedback and suggestions, this story is not made for getting famous, or even hitting top books, this story is PURELY for entertainment. Chapter 1 Will be up by next week or whenever im free or if the feedback i get is good i'll try uploading it asap, Thanks Everyone!