Joey's pov.
The moment my lips made contact with Eric's, I knew I never wanted to pull away. We moved carefully for about 10 seconds. Those 10 seconds have been the best of my life. But that was crushed when he pulled away and frowned as the kiss started to get deeper.
"I'm sorry. I-I didn't mean to. Sorry, I shouldn't have kissed back. I jus-just got caught up with the moment. That should not! have happened." He stuttered out. I try my hardest not to look at him with a hurt expression. So I cover it up with a furious look that scared him.
"So? I kissed you. You kissed back. Didn't you like it?" I ask with hope but still with the same expression on my face.
"I didn't think-. I mean yes, I liked it. It's just weird. You being my first kiss, I didn't know how to react so I just kissed back." He says shyly. I just stay quiet and he looks down.
I then shake my head and walk out bumping into him. I see him fall and I had this huge temptation to go pick him up and hug him and say sorry and kiss him.
But I suppressed it and kept walking, leaving him on the floor crying.
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I went on on the day and didn't leave school until about 3:30. I walk out and just see Eric limp out from the janitors room. He looks around and when his eyes meet mine, he turns and walks faster.
I jog to catch him.
"Wait, Eric, hold o-." I say. He stops walking when he feels my hand on his shoulder. He shakes my hand off and turns to look at me.
My heart physically ached looking at his face. So pale and his eyes bloodshot red. His eyes still had tears in them.
"Dont touch me. Jus-just stop, Joey." He says quietly. My heart shattered at his shaky words.
"What's wrong?" I ask like the stupid person I am.
"What's wrong? What's wrong?! Look at me Joey! Everything about me is wrong! Everything about me and you is wrong. Everything about having to freaking like you is wrong! I thought that I would have a better chance of making it through high school with you by my side. But like I say, dreams are shit. " He shouted and started crying.
"But it doesn't have to be wrong." I say quietly.
"You left me on the floor crying. You made it seem like it was my fault that I didn't want a kiss. I'm 16 for crying out loud! I'm still just a kid! You can't expect me to have a full on make out session with a 17 year old!"He shouted. He took off his glasses and wiped his eyes.
"I'm sorry! I didn't know you were 16." I said. He looked down.
"I think my size and voice would have given that out." He muttered.
"Please Eric? Look at me. I'm sorry." I said again a bit more gentle. He looks up and I look down at him.
"I may have met you just a couple of days ago, but in that while, It may seem crazy and stupid but I may like you. As in I have feelings for you." I say. He rolls his eyes.
"I have to go. My aunt might start worrying. Thanks for making me ache." He said and turned. He fixed his glasses on his face and walked out of the school. I just sighed and went the other exit.
You think you're worth nothing. But listen here, I will make you mine, Eric. Even if I have to cross the seven seas, if I have to go through the hottest dessert. You will be mine.
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A chapter many of you have been waiting for. Finally!!!! I had no idea what to write for this chapter. But it's finally done.
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RandomJoey. Tall, skinny, and muscular. Open Gay. All a guy could dream of. Popular, and loved by everyone. Captain of the Football, Volleyball, Soccer, Basketball teams. Eric. Short, anorexic, and not muscular. Closet gay and NOT popular. He's bullied b...