Genders ♚ Jacksepticeye

11

I quickly ran outside, my sweater in hand, a red t-shirt on with grey sweatpants. normally I'd try to dress nice, but honestly I don't care anymore.

Tyler's been blowing up my phone. Asking if I was alright, apologizing and such. I want to text him back, I know what I did didn't make him happy, poor thing probably thinks its all his fault.

I saw Jack run out of his car towards me; next thing I know my face is in his chest and his arms are wrapped around me. "I'm sorry for getting you to come out so early" I sniffed. I felt safe in his arms.

"lets go for coffee and discus what happened" he spoke softly, his chest vibrating when he spoke. His arms left from around my body, one hand trailing down my arm, his hand reaching mine and intertwining our figures. I didn't say anything. I didn't want to say anything.

He led me to his car, opening the passenger door and letting me get in. "what do you want to listen to?" he spoke softly. Flipping through his CD's I saw one I haven't listened to in forever; Foile a Deux.

we put the Cd in and at first, it started out quiet but by the third or fourth song, both Jack and I were yelling along with the lyrics.

"Life's just a pace-car on death. Only less diligent, and when the two collide. t's no coincidence. The lights are on and everybody's home" we laughed mid way through, the song continuing to play as we drive through a red light.

"Hell or glory, I don't want anything in between, Then came a baby boy with long eyelashes, and daddy said "you gotta show the world the thunder" Woah oh oh, the thunder, woah oh oh, the thunder, woah oh oh , the thunder" at this point were both out of breath, laughing along to each other yells and giggles.

We reached the coffee shop. It was a small building with a light up sign that say "Sip" behind the counter with white and light brown tiled floor. "What would you like?" he ask, "coffee with two cream please" he nodded and walked to the counter.

I took a seat near the window, the sun breaking through the dark clouds.

I looked over to Jack; his hair messy, red sweatpants, a log sleeve and, bags under his eyes.

Guilt started to fill inside of me. I woke him up for my dumbass needs. I'm not worth his time.

I'm not worth anyone's time.

I'm not worth anything.

I'm not w- "here you go" Jack smiled, taking a seat across from me.

"Thanks" I muttered quietly, taking the warm coffee cup in my hands and taking a sip.

"So what's wrong? What happened?" Jack pushed, I sighed, placing the cup back down. I felt a lump in my throat and I hated it.

"I'm scared"

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We finished at the coffee shop just in time for us to get to school.

I told Jack that I was scared him and Josh will get into a fight. I'm scared that Josh and I will fight. I'm scared to loose my best friend. I'm scared to get him in trouble with his friends. I'm scared to be who I am. I'm scared of everyone at this moment.

He didn't say anything besides "I'll protect you" now we're currently driving in a silent car, no music, no talking. Only the sound of rain hitting the window.

the sound of thunder soon rang through the sky, lighting up every once and a while.

"Surprise they haven't cancelled school yet" Jack sighed, looking up into the sky. "They probably won't unless the power goes out or something"

"Probably"