The Cuts

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WARNING THIS STORY HAS MAJOR DEPRESSION AND SELF HARM!!!!! SOME SEXUAL CONTENT MAY BE INCLUDED AS WELL!!!!!!!!!!

She slowly dug the razor across her wrist. She smiled in satisfaction as she watched the new cut bleed. Suddenly, she heard the door open. She quickly washed the cut and bandaged it. She put the razor back in the closet. Toby walked in the bathroom as she was closing the closet door.
"Hey. I missed you today," Toby said and kissed her. She smiled and blushed. Before she had a chance to respond, Toby asked, "Why were you in the closet? You never go in there."
"Umm, Boots scratched me, so I had to put a bandaid on it." She rolled up her sleeve to show him the bandaid.
"Oh. That's not like him to scratch people. That's usually Mittens that does that." Toby replied. He went to grab her arm to take the bandaid off and look at it, but she pulled away.
"That's not necessary. I'm fine. It doesn't even hurt." Spencer told him.
"Come on, let's go watch a movie or something," Toby suggested. Spencer agreed hoping it would get his mind off of the lies that she just fed him.
An hour later they were sitting on the couch watching Batman The Animated Series.
Toby had started to notice changes with Spencer lately. She had been acting strange, almost like she didn't love him, or herself.
He sat on the bed thinking about when he first started noticing differences. She had been in the closet today, but she never goes in there. It isn't like the cats to scratch.
Spencer walked into the bedroom after the episode was finished. She didn't see Toby. Just then she heard a clunk in the bathroom. "Baby?" Spencer called and walked into the bathroom.
She saw Toby sitting down with his head in his hands. "What's wrong?" She couldn't figure out what was wrong. She looked down and saw her razor sitting on the floor. "Toby, I can explain. Please. Just listen to me."

I'm trying this out. I hope you guys like it. Some of the parts with cutting are based off of my life, as I cut. It's a very emotional ride, but it will get better. Hopefully.
Love you guys. Don't forget to review!





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