New Cuts

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by spencercavanaugh2002

by spencercavanaugh2002

Quickly, they fell asleep... or so he thought. Spencer carefully slipped out of bed and into the kitchen. She eyed the knives they had for cooking. She couldn't... or could she? She slowly lifted one from it's holder, checking to make sure it was sharp. She carefully and slowly drug the knife across her wrist, avoiding the other new cuts from early. Wincing from pain, she watched it bleed. After a while, she did it again. And again. And fi get out, she pulled down her sleeves and tucked the knife behind her back, spinning around. She relaxed when she saw it was Toby.

"Hey," she whispered.

"Spencer, I saw that whole thing. Don't pretend it didn't happen. Spencer please tell me why you do shit like this! I swear to God do I mean nothing to you?!?!"

"No, Toby, stop. You mean everything to me, you know that," she said as she slowly walked over to him. "Please don't break up with me," she whispered so quietly he could barely make out what she said.

"Spence, why would I do that? I love you and no matter what you do, that will never change," he spoke trying to stay calm.

"I just figured.... That's what most people do when they find out that their girlfriend does this.... They just leave them for deat...." Suddenly she trailed off, realizing what she was about to say.

"Oh my God! OH MY GOD! SPENCER IS THAT WHAT YOU THOUGHT I WAS DOING WHEN WE BROKE UP?!?! Spence, please tell me you know I would never do that. Darling, you're my life. Forever and always, remember?"

She thought back to the first time they had heard the Taylor Swift song, how they had instantly fallen in love with it, how they had promised each other forever and always. "Yeah, I remember," she spoke, smiling. "I'm just going to take a hot bath. If you would like to join me, just know the doors open." She smiled, biting her lip. She quickly turned, flipping her hair, walking away.

Okay, this is bad. I know, don't tell me. So this story (I hope) is getting better. I feel like nobody is reading this anymore, so if you guys could get me some readers, that'd be nice. I very rarely get more than one comment on each chapter, and if you guys don't get people to read this, I see no point in writing it.

XOXO Kaitlin ❤️ 💛 💚 💙 💜 🖤