No one cares. No one helps. My parents abuse me. My name is Marissa Higgings. When I die I will probably be tossed in a sewer or maybe even a swamp. I told my parents I wanted to commite suicide. They said it would cost money to get me help so go ahead. I have friends that say "Keep going" or "You can do it" No I can't. I can't keep going so shut up. The people that say that leave me anyways. So sorry but you wouldn't care. They would only care when I die. I cut my self every day, I threaten myself everyday. The only time I don't wanna commit suicide is when I go to church every Sunday. After that I feel that god isn't with me anymore. Is he though? Oh well. Well its time for school. Or what I like to call it the bully zone.
Yay school. The best part of the day. This should be good. Wait, just kidding it's not the best part of the day its one of the worst. As I walk down the hallway I hear "Ew look at Marissa" and " She is so fat she eats to much" well I'm actually extremely skinny because I don't eat but ya know. They don't wanna run out of things to say. So why not. At lunch I sit alone. No one bothers to sit by me but I always manage to sneak out of lunch. Then I went to the bathroom to cut myself.........again. Then some popular kids walk in the bathroom. This should be good. "Oh look girls its ugly Marissa," one of them says. "Shut up," I say. "Omg!!! The creature talks!" Another girl says. Okay after that I was done I punched her strait in the nose.
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RandomMarissa Higgins is a 14 year old girl who is very suicidal. She has very abusive parents she gets in trouble but at the same time she is invisible.
