So I had to go back to school. I was only suspended for 3 days. Well damn. Alot has happend in three days. I ran away, went to the hospital, got arrested. I don't even know why I got arrested. That's stupid. Although they did discharge me for no fucking reason. Maybe I should just give up. Oh well. I have to go back to school. As I sat at the lunch table some random girl was getting bullied. So I got up and stood up for her. Its the least I could do.
A few weeks later we started talking it was really good to have one friend. She also gets bullied alot. Her name is Nadia Raventuff. She actually a real bitch sometimes. Oh well. I'll get over it but, to be honest she only is nice to me when I stand up for her and take the bullying. Ugh. She is using me I thought I only had one friend. At least one friend! FUCK THIS FUCKING SHIT!!!! Why does everyone hate me? This fucking sucks man. All I hear in my head right now is just die already.
DIE ALREADY
DIE ALREADY
DIE ALREADY!!!!
I cut my self everyday, I'm a fucking loser, so why don't I just give up..... That's it I'm done.
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RandomMarissa Higgins is a 14 year old girl who is very suicidal. She has very abusive parents she gets in trouble but at the same time she is invisible.
