His Assistant ~Jastin

His Assistant Chapter 25:

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• two years earlier •

Jason's P.O.V:

Today was the day.

The day I had been waiting for since I had discovered the true reason for my existence.  My purpose.  I had finally found it and it was coming closer and closer towards me.  For me to own it.  To have it.  Cherish and love it.  Four years I had been waiting.  And nothing could ever possibly describe what was going on within me.  

Was I nervous?  No.

Was I excited?  Extremely.

After everything I've been through just to make sure what was destined to be mine from the start actually mine, it was lastly in my hands, where it needed to be.  I couldn't possibly wait for all my hard work to eventually pay off.

The desire and possession was spreading rapidly throughout my body like a hot volcano that had just erupted.  The deep arousing feeling inside me wanted to be released so bad, I was delusional on how this would all work out without me fucking up and giving in at any point.

I've been counting off each passing day, ever ticking second for this day to arrive and at last it was here.  I was going to see him for the first time in years.  How could I possibly hold it all back when his eyes meet mine?  How will I control myself and not let go of everything?

What I've been taught. How I trained myself, my body, my brain to keep calm.  I'd for sure go insane when he would meet me for the first time as a young, handsome and mature man.

God, I couldn't wait any longer.

Having him breath in the same air as me, so close was internally going to drive me insane.  How was I suppose to maintain myself and not go against the rules?  But I was going to have him placed underneath my protective wing permanently and I was glad the time had arrived.  I could have him in my sight all the time now, hence I was able to keep my self control.  Or least thought it to be that that way.  I was going to meet him all over again, without him having the slightest clue. But this time it was different.

He was going to walk through this door as a completely different person and I was far more than excited to see what he had developed into over the course of the long, painful years.  I just needed to see him and I couldn't put a stop to this, no matter how much I dreaded to.

To whatever that was taking over me.  Was this how it was suppose to be when I found him?  The one.  Or was I in delusion.  Was I suppose to feed off this rage, hunger and lust I currently was reckoned to doing?  Why did I want to protect him from anything and everything even more now? 

Preventing myself from nearing him at all, for lord knows how long was enough of a pain for me to handle and today was finally going to allow me that privilege.  I had no rush, intended no pressure. 

Justin was going to have himself henched to me, without even knowing it and that's all because I wanted him not to.

Sighing with a relieved smile painted on my lips, I glanced down at my golden Rolex watch, that was wrapped securely around my wrist.  Time was seeming to pass by excruciatingly slow, yet there was only a few more minutes left of waiting.