day by day

-=Finally I realize, that I'm nothing without you=-

Leeteuk slowly opened the door on kibum's room and saw him on his usual spot.

He inhaled deeply as if asking for willpower to talk to him then he slowly walked to his direction.

"Kibum ah~" he started,

he didn't even move

"Kibum, were worried about you" he continued

and yet still nothing,

he deeply breathe again asking for patience,

"It has been a week, just...do something..."

"anything..."

"just don't be like this"

his voice starting to raise,

"If you want to shout, just yell it all out..."

"if you're mad you can go throw something on the wall or even hit me, I'll let you and I won't get mad. "

he continued, he was yelling at him in this point.

"If you're hurt..."

"sad..."

"lonely..."

"or you miss her, you can...cry"

"it's much easier, don't keep it all in you!"

Leeteuk said, his voice finally dropped

"Please, kibum..." he whispered.

He didn't like what's happening to his dongsaeng...

kibum is originally the quiet one, but still not this kind of quiet.

At least he's smiling back then, the kind of smile that was contagious to everyone.

He just sighed in defeat, he knows no matter what he says kibum will never listen.

Only time can tell when he will decided to accept everything, and he just hopes for that time to come sooner.

He lightly tapped kibum's shoulder and walked his way out closing the door behind him.

As soon as he was out, the tears that he was trying to hold back awhile ago freely flowed down his cheeks as he recalled the time when Ryn came to him.