day by day

-=I can stand it in some way=-

Donghae saw Leeteuk crying in front of Kibum's door,

he was biting the back of his hand and he knew that he was trying not to wail.

He just sighed as he went to him;

he held his hyung's shoulder and supported him while they walk towards the living room.

Donghae made him sit on the sofa as he took the place beside him.

"Hyung, I know you're worried about him and all..."

"but kibum will not heal when you tell him to quickly heal..."

"he needs time..."

"he needs to think."

"Even though I can't literally feel what he is feeling right now..."

"I can surely tell that it hurts..."

"a lot."

"I'm sure he appreciates that your finding time to talk to him, but if he still doesn't respond..."

"it just mean that he's still not ready to talk, and that he wants time for his self."

Donghae said as he repeatedly rubs Leeteuk's back, trying to relieve whatever his hyung was feeling.

Leeteuk just continued crying, every sob represents regret and every tear shows sadness.

He just can't stand kibum being like this, his heart is slowly breaking while he sees his dongsaeng prolong his suffering.

Shindong who also saw the scene on the living room went to the kitchen, he now came out with a glass of water,

he sat on the other side of the sofa and offer the water to his hyung.

Leeteuk took it with shaking hands and drink a little; he placed it back on the table in front of them as he was now slowly calming down.

"Hyung, uljima...(dont cry)"

Shindong said when Leeteuk began to tear up again.

He just sighed and look at Donghae, both of them shook their heads.

At a time like this they just let their hyung cry his eyes out.

Both of them just fell in a daze as they reminisce the time when it all began.