Never thought I'd be writing this message.. But there's so much I have to tell you. So here it goes.
Ashley. Lord that name could wake me out of a dead sleep. It makes my lips twitch up into a great big smile that I can't wipe away. The name that used to roll off my lips while I tickled you or followed you out into the pouring rain the day I confessed my love for you. I was such a love stricken teen. But now that name rolls of my lips with tears streaming my face or a slight frown. Because I know it's all over.
I fell in love with you at the wrong time but the right time all the same time. Cole was there. He was breathing. He was alive. I never forgave myself for taking you from him. Truth to be told, I still blame myself for his death.. I really do. I took away someone you love on accident and that has forever haunted me.
But Ash, you were a breath of fresh air. You brought light into my life that was fading so quickly. Even though Harry scared the fuck outta me, I would never admit it. And now I do.. At the very end. Ash, I fell in love with that cheeky smile of yours and that bright attitude you bring to every situation..
My favorite memory of you would be when I chased you out into that storming rain and told you that I loved you and wouldn't go anywhere.. You replied by kissing me.
It's hurting writing this and my eyes are pooled with tears.. Knowing that this is a goodbye.
I pray that all good comes into your life after you leave here and explore the world. I hope love finds you one of these days and it's one you don't have to say goodbye to..
Ash, if this really is goodbye. Then goodbye my love. My first love. My only love. You're always in my heart and on my mind. I will never forget the happiness and smiles you brought me. Thank you for the best years of my life. <3
~ Callen
Ashley.. I'm going to miss you more than anything. You were my sister-in-law and someone who I could count on for everything. I hope your life is full of joy.
~ Kalinia
We love you Ash <3 ~ All
