I don't think there are words to describe Harry.. My Harry.
Between Val's goodbye to Ethan and this one to you... I think this is the hardest thing ever, because you meant the entire world to me. You made my stutter go away, you made me smile, and you made me happy. I'm crying as I'm writing this because I remember all the good times.. I do, but now I want nothing more than to have them back. Go back to the day I met you..
You were so tall and so good looking, I couldn't help but hide behind my brother and hope you didn't see me because I was lost for words.. But you insisted on breaking me out of that protective shell I had around me.. It was the best/worst decision you ever made.. Best because we fell in love and wrote our fairytale out for 2 and a half years.. And I came to love you like no other.
Best because without you I was lost, just like I am now.. Lost in memories. I came to know you better than I knew anyone in my entire life and you came to know me better than I knew myself. I remember staying up so late on those summer nights just to message you when you got out of school and waking up the next morning and waiting all day until you guys got back on. Butterflies.. And nerves. That went on for two summers and 1 and half school years.. Then as time progressed, the messages became shorter.. And shorter.. Until they stopped.. September the messages stopped and we freaked.. That was the 1st time you said it might be your last year. We didn't believe it.. We couldn't. Weekly updates went on for a month.. Then nothing for two whole months.. I talked to you a few nights before Christmas.. That's the second time you said you might be leaving..
Another month of no contact, then Febuary came around and you guys popped out of nowhere saying you were back.. But school started again and we got seperated once more.. That's the last time we talked.. And will be the last time we talked.. Because your final goodbye is here and said.. And I'm trying to pull my life back together.. But I don't hate you for it.. I love you for it, because for those 8 months, you tried to make it work.. You tried to come back to me.. To us.. And that means the world..
My favorite memory of us is when your parents were hounding you and just beating you down one day, I sat you down and hugged you and told you that you meant more than the world to me. I remember that night so clearly because that's the moment I knew you needed me as much as I needed you..
Harry, remember this please.. You make me proud, you are worthy of life, you are successful, you are strong, and you are loved.. By so many people.
The song up top literally is my words just already composed into a song now.
Thank you for the best two and half years of my life.. I can't thank you enough for how many smiles and laughs you gave me.. I wish you the best in basketball and your future career. I wish you happiness with whoever snags your heart of gold next. Just don't forget about Princess over here, because I'll never forget you.. Ever..
I love you with everything I have.. So if this is goodbye, goodbye Harry. You'll forever be in my heart. My basketballer. <3
Aiden, Elizabeth, Ace : Dad.. We're going to miss you so much.. You were our role model and now we're having to cope without here.. We all love you and wish you the best with your new family one day..
This is one of the hardest goodbyes we have read and helped Kalinia with so far.. Because you were there at the very beginning and now you aren't here anymore.. We all love you Harry.. And wish you happiness.. ~ All
