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Jake

Every time Scarlet ever liked a boy he would not like her back or date Jordan. At her old school she never really acted like she cared whenever Jordan would date her crush because A she didn't tell her because Scarlet knows in a heart beat Jordon would break up with him. And B because she knew the guy would never even like her. She wouldn't even like herself so let alone a guy will like her.

SCARLETS POV

Do you ever get so heartbroken by someone you never dated. Like I am not heartbroken because of you I am heartbroken because I thought we had something. I thought maybe you liked me back. We text every single night. I feel like half the time your flirting but I know our not. and that one day you just came out and said "I don't like you" is honestly is the most painful thing in the world.

But I had to face it. Just a reminder to everyone. If we "talk" but you don't like me PLEASE make that clear to me. I would rather be a little upset at the beginning then to be completely lost at the end. Thanks

As you can tell I have had some experiences with boys. Good and bad. I am just starting highschool this year & I already know how boys can be at this age so I set my standards low for this new school.

Jake, jakes amazing. During mid 6th grade year jake transferred to my school. That was the best thing that ever happened to me. He made me laugh 24/7 and always got me in a good mood. He was one of the only lights in my life those years. I love jake. I don't think I'll ever get over him. I'd choose him over a fuckboy any day that dates my BEST friend when I clearly like him. ( btw just cause I liked him DOSENT mean I want him to be forced into liking me back. But srsly? My best friend.)

You know what I don't understand? How you can like a guy and he clearly dosnt  like you but he still wants to be in that "talking" phrase. Like no bye.

I hope a meet another person in my life like jake. I need stability like that in my life.

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Does scarlet find a secret out about Jane in the near future that she could of never believed in a million years ?? I don't know. You'll just have to keep reading and find out!