daddy kink ; jikook

five

jimin pov

" we accept the love we think we deserve. "

i curled my toes under the warm blanket, looking intensely at the movie that was playing.

yes. we accept the love we think we deserve. that is why i am alone, empty, and unloved. i dont deserve anything.

" are you okay hyung? " jungkook asked, looking worried at me.

" i-im fine why? " i asked.

" because you are crying, " jungkook responded.

i quickly wiped away my tears and focused back at the movie.

jungkook had to suggest this movie after our day at knotts. after he touched me and made me feel.... never mind.

" sorry, " i murmured, looking away from the handsome boy who was looking so intently at me.

" its okay," jungkook muttered, his eyes closing into the deep abyss.

i sighed and glanced at him, smiling softly. his cute mushroom haircut, his blushful cheeks, his dark eyelashes, and perfectly curved smile.

he was so perfect.

memories swirled around me as i remembered everything we used to do together, swallowing me whole.

i forced a grin, trying to fight back the tears that were too overwhelming, drowning me in my sorrows.

i inched closer to jungkook, my hands tussling his soft hair.

" why do you make me feel like this, kookie? " i asked, whimpering slightly.

so i just let it all fall. the tear drops falling slowly on jungkook's head, my hands quivering and hiding my face.

" like... what jiminie? "

i gasped as i watched jungkook flutter his eyes open, staring right at me.

i couldn't speak.

this is what you do to me.

he slightly smiled, and came closer to me, his peircing eyes still peering into the deepest spots in my heart.

he extended his arms and wrapped it around my waist, making my eyes widen in surprise.

jungkook didnt break eye contact with me.

no, not at all.

he brought his forehead to mine, our noses tickling each other softly.

our lips...

they were so close, yet so far.

" and in that moment, i swear...

we were infinite, " jungkook muttered against my clamped lips.

and he hugged me tighter, making me cry even harder on his shoulder.

i think i....

sorry if this was too angsty or weird? i am not sure if i like this chapter lol.