Torn apart. (FaZe Fanfic)

gone.

I frowned and started crying into my pillow, they were all gone. It was my fault, I hurried and called the police telling them their address.

I called everyone in my family checking up on them, Lucas sat beside me with his arm around me trying to comfort me.
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"Your step mother, father, and little brother were shot. We would advise you to stay where you are until we find whoever did this. I repeat do not, do not come here. That is our advice to you." The policeman said to me over the phone
"Thank you." I said and hung up
I explained everything to Lucas, and thoughts filled my head, I'm a orphan. My mother died when I was 10 and now my father and step mom died. I couldn't believe it. I was broken.

Lucas laid down and played my favorite playlist, I crawled under the covers and cries softly, I slept on Lucas's chest.
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(This finna get trippy)

I went to the front door as I heard the doorbell and saw a pizza man.
"Who ordered pizza?" I yelled opening the door
The man pulled me outside and put duct tape around my mouth and chloroformed me.
I woke up in a white van, every bump I felt it. Laying on the cold metal floor, I felt a body straddle me.
"You know you've always loved me." A manly voice murmured on top of me
"Stop please." I tried to scream out with the tape on my face
It was him, my ex boyfriend. He hated Lucas. It was Alex.
He pulled out a knife with blood all over it, I started screaming, crying out for help.
He slowly dug the knife into my skin-
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"Wake up!" Nordan yelled sitting next to me shaking me
I woke up sweating, with tears all over my face.
"What the hell happened?" Nordan said concerned
"Where's Lucas at?" I bit my lip
"At the store, he had to go get food." Nordan sighed "what happened, bad dream?"
"Yeah.. It was." I pulled off the cover
"Blaziken told me.. I'm sorry." Nordan hugged me, I held back my tears. I felt welcomed, It felt good.
"Come downstairs with me, we can play a board game or something." Nordan smiled
"Alright.." I slowly got up
I walked down the stairs, I felt everyone's eyes on me in the kitchen.
I sat down with Nordan in the living room, we played monopoly and apex joined us.
I couldn't concentrate..
I heard the door open, and I couldn't lift my head. I couldn't sleep, I was to sad to lift my head.
"She's over here." Apex yelled sitting next to me playing with my hair
Lucas put the groceries in the kitchen and ran over to me "whys she down here?"

"she was screaming in her sleep, she was covered in sweat when we went to wake her up." said nordan

I sat up and bit my lip "I'm sorry I'm such a burden, I just moved here and this happens. I'm sorry."i apologized feeling terrible

"please don't apologize, it'll be better. Anyone who's family to blaziken is family to us." Adapt said smiling at me
Blaziken picking me up in his arms and carried me upstairs, he sat beside me and asked me about my dream and everything.

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I woke up cuddled next to Lucas the next morning, I didn't have a bad dream this morning. I was cozy under a blanket in Lucas's arms.
I waited until he woke up to move, I was in a better mood this morning, although still worried about who could be out there that killed my parents and brother.

I decided I would live stream modern warfare 2 today.
As soon as I finished my 4 hour stream I went for a run. I changed into a tank top, and active leggings.
Lucas watched me slip on my rosches and offered to come with me.
"Hmm, if you want I'll make sure to run on public streets if you don't." I said putting in my headphones about to put on some music
"Be safe, I have to record some videos and vlog today anyways." He smiled
I smiled back and ran down the stairs and out the door, running kept my mind off of things. As soon as I started running, I felt low on energy. I couldn't run. I decided to stop somewhere to get a salad.

After finishing eating, I started running down a main road and thought, I haven't eaten in the past 3 days. What the hell.
I guess food never came to mind..

I breathed heavily opening the door to the house, I took out my headphones. I looked at my phone and saw I did 2 miles. I smiled at myself and went into the kitchen for some gfuel.
I went upstairs getting ready for my cold shower. I loved cold shower after sweaty runs. I saw Lucas vlogging with nikan, and I laughed getting my clothes for after my shower.
"Stop nikan I look nasty I just ran." I laughed trying to cover my face
I ran into the bathroom and locked the door, I started blasting music and I hopped in the shower.

I soon as I walked out of the shower in clean clothes, I felt better. I heard the guys on the phone and I walked into his room, towel drying my wet hair.

"if you don't tell me who this is I will come find you." apex said

"i dare all of you too. don't worry shes next." the voice said

I stood at the door trying to recognize the voice, it sounded so.. familiar. my phone beeped and it hung up. "i know that voice from somewhere." I said looking at the wall

"here we recorded it on alexs phone." said rain handing me the phone

I went into apexs room as he sat on twitter, listening to the voice closely. was it my ex boyfriend alex? I always called him connor.

apex turned around in his chair and we started talking, I fell asleep in apexs bed afew hours later that night. apex was one of my favorite people in the house, along with rain. he was so easy to talk to and he cheered me up.

"cmon you fell asleep, youre in my bed." apex said trying to wake me up

"I'm asleep, I'm not moving." I said pulling the cover over my head

"fine then move over, its late I'm tired too." apex said turning out the light putting on his pajamas

I moved over and faced the wall, I flipped and faced apex. I knew hed be so annoyed if I started talking to him but I couldn't help myself "apex?" I said looking at him with his eyes shut

"I'm asleep" he said

"i know it may seem like I'm okay, but I'm scared." I said biting my lip

apex opened his eyes and sighed, he flipped on his back and pulled me closer, he wrapped his arm around me and I laid my head on his chest.

"don't worry, see youre okay. get some sleep." he said closing his eyes, I closed my eyes and drifted off into sleep

I woke up around 10am to apex recording, I yawned and got out of his bed and headed downstairs

I saw lucas sitting in the living room with police I walked into the living room and sat close beside lucas and he put his arm around me, pulling me closer.

"we have a few questions for you ma'am." said a officer