Babasaging Baso

Chapter5

NINA's Pov

"Tingin mo man sakin ay mahina, tingin ko naman sayo.. 'BABASAGING BASO'. po-protektahan pa din kita at papatunayang kaya ko. At ..

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HAHAWAKAN KITA NG MAY PAG IINGAT DAHIL AYAW KONG MABASAG KA SAKING MGA KAMAY AND I'LL NEVER LET ANYONE HANDLE YOU NEITHER TOUCH YOU WITHOUT CARE" *dug.dug* . Natulala ako sa sinabi nya. *iling. iling*

Di ko pwdeng ipakita sa kanya na nagustuhan ko ang offer nya.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!" I tried to fake my laugh and i made it. *smirk

unti unting nagbago ang ekspresyon ng muka nya. Nawala ang sinseridad sa muka nya at napalitan ng pagtataka. Kaya nagsalita na ako ..

"Thankyou for the tummy ache laugh. But its a NO. I don't need you, i don't need anyone who will comfort me because if im comfortable enough with anyone, they just like a bubbles, disappear in one snap, hanging me ALONE. Protector? I don't need too, i can protect myself from them, i can handle them by myself, i really don't need, it makes me weak. You'll just teach me to be weak, you'll teach me how to be FRAGILE IN FRONT OF THEM. You'll spoiling me to the things which is not permanent. I don't want to be dependent, ESPECIALLY IN YOU. I don't want to put my trust to the person LIKE YOU, that i really don't know." sinasabi ko yan sa kanya ng titig na titig sa mga mata nya and i saw pain? Love? *iling iling*. Imposible! Pss

Yung muka nyang nagtataka, napalitan ng pagkadismaya? Aywan! Kaya nga, actions without words is confusing while words without actions is hard to believe in. Pss -___- voice out your feelings with voice and through actions

Medyo pitong hakbang lang ang layo namin sa isa't isa. Nung tumatawa kasi ako, lumalapit sya. Natigil lang sya dahil sa mga sinabi ko.

Aalis na ko, pero nagsalita sya.

"If you dont want me to be your protector, let me help you to fight. I'll help you, and it means we're going to fight TOGETHER. Mahirap lumaban ng nag iisa. Kahit malakas ka, mapapagod at mapapagod ka. Kung ayaw mo akong maging comforter mo, sorry., DI KITA PAGBIBIGYAN. Sa ayaw at gusto mo, i'll try my best to washed your tears away and put a smile to your face." ako naman ang napatulala ngayun -///- kaasar to. Kinikilig ako haha. Babae din ako. I shook my head mentally.

"Bakit ba gusto mong maging super hero sa buhay k--"

"Because you are so precious and fragile. The first time i saw you at the cemetery, crying.. i have my urges to protect you, to comfort you, i don't know why--"

"Nagagandahan ka lang sakin Hahah--"

"Yes, you are beautiful. No! You are gorgeous. But that's not the reason. I really don't know why. Think about this, 'if the reason why i want to protect you is because you are beautiful, there's a lot of girls in this university that more beautiful than you but i dont care about them', its just.., i think .

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YOU ARE NOW SPECIAL TO ME" sinasabi nya yan sakin ng titig na titig sa mga mata ko. Parang sinasabi, 'maniwala ka, di kita niloloko, pag bigyan mo ako'. At dahil sa mga titig nyang iyon, di ko alam ang sasabihin k--

Nagsalita uli sya -___-. Ok lang, para makapag isip pa ko ng ipang babakod ko sa sarili ko

"Hindi mo pa ko kilala? Let me be your friend. For you to know me more. For you to know that i can fight with you and for me to ..

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GAIN YOUR TRUST" O_____O. Mas lalo akong nawalan ng sasabihin. Magkatitigan pa din kami.

"O-ok. You c-convinced me--" a smile flashed on his face. Nakaka-distract men. -____-.

"And GAIN MY TRUST" -ako