I'm sitting here
for thinking about you.
I'm crying here
because of thinking about you.
Crying every evening
starts to be normal
sometimes I even don't realize
that I'm crying.
Stopping the tears in my eyes
is impossible.
They are asking me
why I'm crying.
I can't really give an answer
I really don't know
why I'm crying
just because of thinking of you.
Maybe it's because
you aren't here.
Maybe it's because
you don't like me.
Maybe it's because
you can have every girl
you have every girl
and you want every girl
except of me
although I'm the only qirl
who really wants you
who really needs you.
You're acting like
I woudn't exist
...
But I have to tell you something
something in my opinion really important.
But I know
it's not important for you
because you're not intersted in
because all the other girl are much better than me
I know I'm not the prettiest girl
I know I've not the best character
and I know I'm absolutly not the best person.
But that's no reason for you to ignore me.
You could watch me
like you're watching all the other people at school.
Your behaviour...
It hurts me
because I love you.
It hurts me
because you don't even care about it
Maybe that's why I'm crying.
You don't care about my feelings
and that's what I'm thinking about
when I'm thinking about you.
I know I should forget you
but I can't.
I can't come over you
and so I have to suffer all the time...
~ a broken girl
