Chapter 4 (Car Ride)

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Harry's P.O.V

"Why are you so tense, and be completely honest with me." I couldn't stand to see such a lovely girl shaking in her seat.

"Well first off that last part of your question was weird. Second of all I am alone in a car with Harry Styles. And not to be creepy but I am nervous because I idolize you, and the other boys of course. But at least we are going somewhere I have been before, Starbuck's." She couldn't stop shaking. It was distracting me from driving.

I put my hand on her (upper thigh) which made her stop shaking but more tense. "It’s okay and this date will be the greatest! Don't worry." Crap! Why did I say date! She doesn't know it is but I do.

"Hold. Da. Phone... Date?" She was starting to act complete American, and also she tried to hide her smile with her hands. But that couldn't stop me from seeing her outline of the smile.

"I'm so sorry I thought it was a little."

"Oh I am okay with that.... very okay. Oh! Sorry about that I must have sounded so creepy!" She started blushing crazily.

"Ha-ha! I love it how you are completely honest with me."

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Charity's P.O.V.

Oh no. He noticed I was shaking, and he told me to be completely honest... That is not happening. I just started rambling on, and on. "Well first off that last part of your question was weird. Second of all I am alone in a car with Harry Styles. And not to be creepy but I am nervous because I idolize you, and the other boys of course. But at least we are going somewhere I have been before, Starbuck's."

But that was a total lie. Well half true, I guess. I was nervous that I was with one of the five boys I idolize....But the truth hurts, literally. Ever since Jennifer called me fat all the memories of being bullied came back to me. And I couldn't stop shaking because I haven't eaten in a week! Also I have some scars from cutting, but it's not normal cutting like on the wrist, arms, or legs. It’s on my hips...Over the stretch marks. I don't get why I have stretch marks. I know people bigger than me with no stretch marks. And I’m not too big; I’m smaller than most fat people. But am I really big enough for stretch marks? This is why I was starving myself... To prevent getting bigger; although I didn't want to end my diet at Starbuck's, let alone at all.

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