We begin as friends( Eddie Redmayne fanfic)

Chap 12

Chap 12

I get in my room carefully, trow my bag at the floor and unlock the door. I open it. My mom is sitting on the floor right next to my door sleeping. I crouch down and gently shake her shoulder. "Mom? Mom? Wake up" "Hum? Hum" she say sleepy "Mom, go to bed" I say and shake her shoulder a bit harder. "OH MY GOD HONEY" she say hugging me. I get her off. "Mom mom, calm down I'm fine" I say and stand up. She does the same but slowly. I go inside my room and she follows me. "I'm okay mom" She is still there. "You want something?" I ask her. She sits on my bed and say "You were gone Amelia" "I'm okay mommmmm" I say getting tired of that conversation. "I was worried about you Amelia!" "Mom, I'M 28 YEARS OLD AND I'M HERE JUST BECAUSE OF GRAMMA" I yell at her. I like my mom, but we have many family problems. Sometimes she can get realy clinging and I'm not used to it...so it's strange. SHIT. My mom starts to cry. I hate crying AND see people crying. It's like torture for me. I don't know what to do when people cry infront of me, especially when it's because of me. This normaly dosen't happend, but yeah, here at home...does "Mom calm down".

She stops crying after a while but she dosen't leave my room. I need an excuse. An excusee, an excuse. Oh! I got one. "Mom I'm realy tired can we talk about this tomorrow?" I say gently. She opens a cracked smile and go. Thank god! I imediately fall down a sleep.

The next day I wake up with the sun at my face. Fuck you sun. I stand up and go down stares. My parents are having breakfest at the terrace. I look at all the food and my stomach start growling. The breakfest table looks like heaven, with all kinds of food. Bacon, wafles, pancakes, eggs of all kinds, donnuts, coffe, juice, fruit and ect. My father is reading the newspaper and my mom is aparently just thinking about life. I go out. "Good morning sweet heart" my mom say drinking a sit of her coffe. My father glance at me and continues reading the newspaper, but saying nothing. "Hey" I say and sit down. Elizabeth appears from the kitchen! She has been our skivvy for many years and the only person I could open myself with beside my gramma and William, the butler. Elizabeth and William are married for many years and always been like my secund family.