We begin as friends( Eddie Redmayne fanfic)

Chap 16

Chap 16

Eddie breaks the kiss. I look him. He smiles at me. Our foreheads touch and we bouth laught low. I step back and turn around slowly. Eddie touches my arm. "There's something wrong Mia?" he ask concerned "No no..." I make a small smile. "It's that...I don't think that this is right" I add turning around. "What do you mean?" "I never thought about you in this way and I don't want that our friendship might end if something goes wrong Eddie" He has confused eyes. "I've always thought about you in this way but never had the courage...until now" he say "I think we shouldn't go ahead with this Eddie" He looks down. I walk to the window and put one leg out. "I'm coming back later so we can have a 007 double bill" I say "Allright, I'll be waiting" he answer. I smile at him and slide the roof falling on the garden. I run back home.

I walk in by the garden and find my mom drinking a glass of wine alone at the living room. "Hello Amelia" she say.

I wave uncomfortably to her. I slowly start walking up stares when she yells "Why don't you like me Amelia?!" I come back. Her voice is weird. I think she drank more than she should. "Mom go to your beedroom for some sleep" I say grabing her arm. She take my hand of her with anger. She is definately cut.But why is she got pissed? My mom dosen't do that. "WHY DON'T YOU LIKE ME AMELIA?!" She yells louder. "Mom you're cut go have some sleep!" "You never liked me, you have always prefer Elizabeth and William, haha but now...WILLIAM IS DEAD AMELIA DEAD!" She say in a strange voice while walk through the living room with the glass on her hand. I got angry. "Yeah mom I prefer them! They like me much more than you do!" She looks mad at me. "What the hell is your problem? Your MY daughter, not THEIRS daughter" She say. "Oh give me a break" I say and go up stares. I can hear she start crying. Shit, crying.

I close and lock the door. Fuck. My mom is crying down stares, my father is probably cheating on my mom and gramma and William are dead. I'm desesperate. Shit, shit. I can't lose control. When I lose control bad stuff happends. Where is it? I open my drawer and find hide inside a little candy box some of it.