A book about everything

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Song: idfc by Blackbear

i believe the song is up top, so play it as you read it... and I can't post two videos... (which sucks) but the picture is the lyrics to one of Shawn Mendes's newer songs; Three Empty Words, which also kind of relates to this chap. Happy reading!! Also, these chapters, 'text message#1, #2, #3, #4... etc, ' are going to be kind of like a series, and obviously, they're going to be somewhat different each time, but whatever.... I'm talking too much and i personally HATE authors who have really long author's note's so yeah... okay bye.

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Title: text message #1

Ur eyes,

cold and frosty, just like our pond

in the winter,

filled with hatred, and anger,

and the blue in ur

deep green and blue eyes

seem like pieces of
shattered icicles,

of ice,
drifting in the ocean,
lost, and roaming,
wandering,

looking for...

for something.

yet when i ask u,

ask u to trust me,

to tell me,

u snap,

and that mouth of urs,

turns into,

a weapon,

a sword,

a dagger,

cutting me,

hurting me,

wounding me,

hitting me,

and i cant breathe.

u tell me
that im worthless,

meaningless,

useless,

a waste.

and it hurts.

maybe ur right.

maybe i am.

but the thing that hurts me most,

is when u say that u love me,

but u never mean it.

ur eyes,

judging me,

taking in my every move,

ur mouth,

bringing me down,

knocking me over,

never once helping me up.

and im left,

helpless,

and barely conscious,

drowning,

dying,

on the ocean shore.

u tell me u love me...

but i dont...
not anymore.
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