Forgotten

Molly

I met Molly in a group chat on Twitter. Sofia added me to the group chat. There had to be at least 8 other girls in the chat. It was so awkward being the only guy, but I did get a hell of a lot of attention, which I enjoyed. At first, I thought it was awkward and I didn't like it, but I actually started to like it after awhile. It felt weird how all of the girls treated me, they actually all treated me like I was a king or something.
Molly and I began talking and sadly I don't remember those times that well because back then I was fucked up on drugs really bad, but here's what I do remember, I remember Molly always being so supportive of me. She always asked me was I okay and would always check up on me. She may not ever know this but it meant the world to me when she did that. No one will ever really understand the dark times I went through, and in those dark times when someone helped me feel a little less lonely, I appreciated it so much.
During this time I was also very suicidal, I wanted to die point blank. It didn't matter what time of day it was Molly was there for me and she was only a message away. She would give me kind words to get me through my tough time.
I remember one year on my birthday she made me the sweetest card and it all just honestly meant so much to me.
It was weird because it felt like I meant so much to them, but also they meant so much to me, especially Molly.
I remember when I had my down days Molly would say she would be my Dr and she would cure me. She always use to just let me vent to her, and it felt nice.
I wish I wasn't so fucked up on drugs back then,because now I can't remember a lot of things, but here's what I do remember. Molly was such a sweet girl and she cared a lot about me and I cared a lot about her.
As time moved forward we talked less and less but none the less we still talked.