Those of you that know me, know I say "I'm Lazy." But not really... it's the fact that my depression and anxiety is pounding, scratching, cutting me.
I'm low in motivation, don't know if I can still succeed, I'm too fucking tired, why is this happening to me? I'm scared of those constant yelling voices in my head, they could bring me to death.
My words bleed out of my mouth, a steady flowing river, I need you to see that I'm hurting, without needing me to tell you. I don't want anyone to worry, but I don't want to keep this weight constantly on my chest, in fear I'd hurt you by hurting myself.
But I do.
I just close my eyes and sink, deeper and deeper into unconsciousnes, I'm slipping, and loosing my grip on everything, and holding on by a thread.
But you pull me out, patch me up. That's what made me fall in love with you. Your kindness, sympathy, charisma.
If you love someone tell them.
You did. I did. We did.
You are the universe, and I only a star. I admire you, look up to you,
I love you.
Please always remember, no matter what happens, I love you. Always and forever.
I didn't know I love you so much, but I do.
Dani, you're the world to me.♡
