As happens sometimes a moment settled and hovered for much more than a moment. This was the start of something new, of something young and of something destructive.
If I had any idea even the smallest of a glimpse that the outcome would be so...so... not kewl I think I would never have done what I did. My naivety ,my shame;my pride led to my downfall.
Ron. His name a burden on my heart to this day is the only thing that keeps me alive. when I left my family and friends I vowed to never look back ; a vow which I break everyday. They haunt me in my dreams I am plagued of visions of stones and crosses and I suspect that my end is near a doom soo inevitable that even the strongest can't avoid.
When I ran away with Ron, the following day, it was an unspeakable agreement between both of us that we would never dispute. But although he was my world , I was not his and I only came to realise this later, much later.
