torn apart

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Authors note

This chapter is triggering as self harm is in this chapter. So if this chapter isnt for you by all means wait for my next chapter ☺☺ hope you enjoy please comment ❤

I stayed in bed for days. I couldnt physically move. I didnt have the energy, mentally. I decided to go to school the next day and somehow everyone knew about my mums passing. Some were sympethetic about it but the bullying still didnt stop. I was in my english class when i new boy walked in and was placed next to me. Everyone laughed at the fact he had to sit next to me. But he took no notice. He offered me a warming smile as he placed his bag down.

As the lesson carried on. Chloe (very pretty,very rude and selfish girl, a bully of mine) decided to come up to my table. With obviously her boobs showing. But weirdly the new boy was not fazed by her. Usually any boy who was that good looking would be drooling over her right now. But he was different. As soon as she stormed off he turned to face me and said"hi im callum, whats your name??"
I was so shocked i didnt know how to reply to him a good looking boy talking to me. A disgusting freak who noone likes. I finally plucked up the courage to reply " um h..hi im Elixa"
"Your not used to people talking to you are you?" He questioned. I shyly nodded my head and just as the bell went he said to me"awe well ill talk to you soon" and he winked at me.

Wow what just happend!!!!!

I felt like breaking down at the end of the lesson so i decided to skip next lesson and hide out somewhere. My thoughts were raging. Telling me to cut again...i wanted to, so badly but i didnt have anything to do it with.

I found a sharpener in my bag. I had to. I need too. I took it out and got the blade out of it. I was in a place of the school which noone ever goes to. So i decided to releive my pain. As soon as i did i heard a voice shout "what are you doing!! Dont do that" my head dashed up giving me whiplash to find callum watching over me. I instantly pull my sleeves down with the blood dripping down my arm. I said"nothing" he didnt believe me he came to she side of me and said "your not okay are you? " i nodded my head. "You shouldnt be doing this to yourself,your a beautiful young women whose smart and awesome." He just hugged me as i let out a cry which i didnt even know i needed. He didnt move. Didnt flinch all he kept saying was "shhh its okay im here now ill be your friend". And in that moment i felt warmth and like i was wanted. He took me to the girls bathrooms and washed my wrists for me i said "this is the girls room you shouldnt be in here " " i dont care i need to make sure your okay"

All for the rest of the day he went around with me as he is in everyone of my classes. He even stood up for me when someone said something to me.. why ....why would someone do this for someone like me.
He asked if he could walk me home and it turns out he lives on my street. I dont why he would does this for me but i kinda liked it. It made me feel special like im wanted. He was differant.

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