First Love

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Raine Mendoza XoXo

I used to think I was better alone, I don't want to have a boyfriend, NBSB, never been Kissed, never been touched, yak

How do I define boys?

Boys, immature brats, timer, used to broke their promises..

But this Guy proved me wrong

Wanna know a secret?

I have loved this guy

Very special guy.

First Love never dies they say

And that was right

Even though he broke my heart

I still love this stupid guy

He chose someone who broke his heart, stupid right?

Never planned that one day I'd be losing you.

Ken, I still love you

Labeled me as Scarlet letter?

It's okay, i still love you

Hurt my feelings?

I still love you

Hurt my ego?

I still love you

Ken, you're still the one

I shouldn't told you what you meant to me.

Be us against the world

Walang makakapigil sa pagmamahalang ito.

---First Kiss

First love ko, first kiss ko

I remember that day. My birthday, hindi mo pa alam na may gusto ako sayo, I drank t gain confidence to say it to you, and I gained too much confidence right?

I'm the one who kissed you, awkward.

I told you everything that night.

I thought everything's alright

Everything's perfect

Everything moved too fast and burned too bright.

---Hardships

I faced this hardships by myself

Want to know me better?

I'm a girl who bullied on my elementary days.

Low self esteem

I don't have confidence to speak in front of the class

I don't have friends

I don't have someone to cry on

My Father left us when I was grade 5, that time all I hear is everyone talking about my family background, especially my dad, my dad committed adultery

One of the things I hate most is talking about my family background.

"Hahaha! Yung tatay mo demonyo"

"Yung nanay mo malandi"

"Ang panget mo"

I just ignored these things. Karma will do.

But I'm paying a visit sometimes at my dad. Sleeping there, i have my own room on his house.

My dad loves me.

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