Into Revolving Doors

Chapter 22

"I try not to miss you, but in the end I still do."

~Anonymous

Shailene Pov~ I sit at the edge of the window looking out toward the yard. Raphael comes over to me and hands me a cup of tea. "Thanks." I almost want to cry because Theo should be here with me right now. And not Filming some stupid movie. Called "Against All Odds." Like really what kind of name like fits a comedy. How ridiculous. I shake my head at the thought. I set my cup down. "Are you okay Shai?." "Yes, Raphael I'm perfectly fine." I say in a snappy like tone. "I think you should go visit your Family before you fly out to Georgia for the Making of Allegiant." I roll my eyes. I just want people to leave me alone." I don't know Raphi." I say using his old nickname that I gave him way back in Highschool. He smiles at me. "Well I think you should, besides it might do you some good." I get up and Embrace him. "Thanks Raphi." I pull back and smile. I walk out of the room. And dial up so Zoe's Number. "Hello!?." "Aloha, Zoe it's me Shai." "Right." She says. "Okay so do you have any plans today?" "Nah not really why?" "Well I wanted to see if you wanted to hang out for a while." I ask. "Yeah Sure when do you want to meet?" I look up at the clock. "How about two." "Yeah sounds great." "Okay see you then." I then hang up. But there is something that still lingers inside of me. Him. It starts out in blurs, but then comes back in full Flashbacks. I shake my head of them and Grab my purse and my phone. I start out the door. As I turn the corner. I slam my brakes at the last minute as a kid speeds out in the Middle of the street. He could have been killed. Kids these days. They don't pay attention as life flies right by their eyes. But I was a kid once. We all were and we made stupid decisions some were immature some weren't. I guess that's the reason it's called life. Because we learn as we go. I keep going about my business when a see an elderly couple cross the road trying to get to their car. They stop dead in their tracks. And they turn to look at me. I wave my hand giving them the right away to go. As they crossed I notice the elderly male open the door for her as she get's in he brings her face to his and kisses her lips not once, but twice. I start to zone out. That could have been Theo and I if he hadn't slept with Olivia. I bang my fist against the steering wheel. "WHY THEO WHY FOR CRYING OUT LOUD ?" I scream out and start crying. I hear the car beep behind me. I look up in the rearview mirror. "Have you ever heard the term respect." I yell out. Everyone is always on the hustle and bustle these days. They don't care about what's going on around.Until something happens and they have to stop and pause and think for a second. And by then it's almost too late. I Floor the gas pedal trying to get to Zoe's ready for this day to be over with.

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