dear diary (Matthew Espinosa)

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march 19, 2016 3:21 pm
dear diary,
diary! omg, omg, omg!! matthew friken espinosa, asked me, the ordinary girl with one friend, out on a date! omfg, i tried to play it cool when it all went down, but i couldn't keep my cool. so this is exactly what happened diary.

/flashback to lunch/

i was sitting with sarah talking about girl things. it felt so nice to finally have someone to talk to and hang out with. i was gonna get up to get more napkins since school was serving hot wings and salads today.

as i was walking to the utensils to get a fork as well, i accidentally bumped into someone. me, being a socially awkward, started to stutter words that i dont even know existed.

until we both looked up and i met a pair of hazel/brown beautiful eyes. matthew's to be exact. i hurried up picking up his stuff and mine. i couldn't embarrass myself even more if i stayed with him a minute longer. heck, if i stayed with him a second longer, i'd end up being the laughingstock of the school.

"woahh, why are you in such a rush? sabrina, you're shirt got ranch all over it." he finished off sighing at the end probably thinking this whole thing was his fault.

"oh, haha. uhm, yea," see! socially awkward i can't even get a proper sentence out around him. i cleared my throat, "uh yea, it was my fault i wasn't watching where i was going. i'm really sorry. forgive me?" i looked up at him with hopeful eyes.

"of course," he smiled, causing me to smile back and let out a heavy breath that was long over due. "let's go get you cleaned up," he finished with a chuckle.

"haha right." ugh, i'm so dumb but it's not my fault he's so cute!

as we were walking to the bathrooms i guess, he stopped and said, "look sabrina, i think you're really pretty, and uh," he started, scratching the back of his neck in the process. "uh, i kinda had a crush on you, since uh the beginning of the school year. ha ha, do you maybe uhm, wanna go on a date with me? i mean i get it if you say no, but what do you say?" he had a hopeful smile.

"matthew, yes! omg yes!" oh shet, here comes my awkwardness.

he giggled and so did i.

"so, i'll pick you up maybe around 4? does that sound good to you? we could go to the movies or maybe get ice cream and walk around town a bit." he said excited.

"wow, you're excited to be hanging out with me and going on a date? that's new, and whatever you'd like matthew, i'm fine with whichever. thank you though."

"well duh, like look at you, you're beautiful!" he replied with a cheeky smile.

"okay, now lets go get you cleaned up." he said. i simply nodded.

/flashback over/

and that diary, is how i, sabrina lancaster, landed a date with the matthew espinosa, king of populars. well until next time diary.
~s