Don't blame yourself for anything I do to myself
Don't think you could have said something to make me all better
The only thing that could have stopped me was if you took my weapon out of my hand
No one can be with me 24/7 so don't feel guilty
Please, don't be mad
I don't even think about it when I do it
Suddenly I just need to
I get tired of the buzz of emotional pain in the back of my head
And instead surrender myself to physical pain
Even at my happiest times
That buzz is there
But when I'm in physical pain
Emotional pain leaves me
Please don't thikn anything of this
I know I need help
But it seems as I try to help myself everything just get's worse
It's like organizing a messy room
It get's worse before it get's better
So don't worry
Soon I won't need it anymore
Soon my emotional pain will be so exposed that t won't need to lash out with physical pain
I'm sorry to you
I'm sorry to myself
I'm sorry to anyone I've disappointed
But don't worry
Don't feel guilty
And don't think there's something you could have done
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Sorting Poems Of A Pessimistic Optimist
PoetryThese are basically poems that I use to sort out my emotions and such. The poems might be really cheesy and stuff just because the type of emotions I need to sort out most of the time. I will still update the other poem collection but I will post lo...
