Alexandra - my name is Alexandra,but my friends call me Alex,i like boyish things,and it sounds cool for me,but i enjoy being a girl too,skirts,compliments and so on,it's nice,right?
BUUUUUUUUUUT.....
Now i am lost,in a river, almost dead,wounds on my body,blood,cuts.I could swear that have passed through hell,but no,it's just.....
LET'S START WITH THE BEGINNING
Yes,i am Alex,20 years old,bright girl as my 'people' call me (adore this word :D ) I study at Arts and Music,study languages,speak fluently 5 of them,i live in Norway,Oppdal.
I have traveled through half of Europe,my life is a dream for others,i hike,walk,make trips,wake up and go to new adventures.
I have few real friends,mom,bro' and Estella, we know each other from kindergarten,i call her ''hot girl'' :D Her hair is actually reddish,like fire but you know,friends like to put nicknames to each other :)
Relating to my childhood.
It wasn't the best,my dad was violent,we passed through difficult times,but since he has died we got to live forward, lift ourselves and keep going.Mom was our support and shelter.
In my soul was a battle,i missed dad,his presence,and a lot of people say that i look like him very much. This makes me angry,i don't want to become like him,but on the other hand,i am proud,i .... i am actually lost,lost in my own world...in my fears,doubts,they think i am an angel,they say my smile is like a sunshine in a rainy day,and i could never be like him,but no...I hate myself,even if i laugh,talk,smile, and love, but that inner fight messes up everything. I feel like i am already like dad.
I told everything to my friend,to Estella,remember? She listened me very attentively,and really strange,like i did it extremely wrong, saw this in her hazel eyes ,BUT, suddenly she purposes smth:
-Let's go through Asia,c'mon,it's fun!! You're stressed by routine.Alexandra,you have to escape it!!! she said these words with a smile on her face (really odd for me)
-But,Estie...i am confused,i feel like...*she interupts me*
-No,no,no...i don't accept refuses,we go!!
After our discussion she started to pack things,and i was even surprised that she took all work on her.
Later......
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Returning from hell . . .
General FictionWhen you think that life cannot be awesome than that,it gets another turn and everything fades away. That's life,dear! A story about illusion and trust, dreams and lies!
