I wasn't Ready to Fall in Love with you (One Direction love story)

Chapter Fifteen

After the Canada tour

Terra’s POV

I’m really nervous. We have all out stuff packed up again waiting for our black van to get here and take us to the states. I know Harry is still really angry with me and I’m dreading seeing him.

I have a plan though.

A plan that hopefully wont make him mad at me anymore. I give the girls a nervous smile as the door bell rings. “Ready girls”, our driver says. “No”, I mumble and Evelyne hugs me before opening the door and we walk out of the flat.

Is it natural for me to feel like I want to cry and throw up at the same time.

I push all my feelings aside when I reach the road. There are TONS of fans outside telling us goodbye. A little girl squeezes through the bar and runs towards me. Kori’s about to stop her but I push him out of the way and grabs the child. She hugs me and I think she starts to cry. I sign her shirt, her autograph book and a poster before giving her over to her mom.

I get into the car after that where Evelyne and Esme are. “You’re really good with kids aren’t ya”, Evelyne says. “No…just the ones that don’t scream”, I say and they laugh. “Okay so now that my minds at ease, LETS GO GET SHOT DOWN BY A POPSTAR!!!!” I yell pointing forward. “Whatever, there is no way Harry is going to shoot you down, he’s been waiting for too long”, Esme says. “Yeah okay after I told him he never had a chance and probably totally destroyed his confidence, I’m pretty sure he can do it now”, I say. “Whatever”, Evelyne says rolling her eyes laughing.

After the plane ride

Were all laughing as we get off the plane. “WE SHOULD ACT LIKE GLEE!” I yell. “What?” Evelyne ask. “We should just break into song at random moments”, I say and they laughing. “So many things to do and say”, Esme sings overdramicly. “No not this song, THIS SONG IS SO SAD!” I yell. “Come on”, she says holding her hands out. “But I can’t seem to find my way, But I wanna know how”, I sing and she smiles. “I know I’m meant for something else, But first I have to find my self”, Evelyne sings.

(It’s Roots before Branches…glee sings it, that’s why its ironic)

We sing the whole song as we walk to the van. Were laughing to whole time. As we get in and start driving to our concert, yes we don’t get a break before, it finally hits me how close I’m am to Harry. I move my hand through my hair and all my nerves come back. “Calm down Terr, it’ll be fine”, Esme says. “Says the one in the perfect relationship”, I say shaking my hands to calm my nerves. “Oh come on, I promise it’ll be fine”, Evelyne says. I nod and try to calm down.

We get to the stadium about 10 minutes later. I see the boys van here but I know we won’t get to see them, not until after the concert. Fans are already here lining up to get in for the concert in about 3 hours.

We get in and immediately taken backstage. They tell us where to stand on stage and where to stand when we exit. It’s pretty cool because this time they didn’t have time to put our panels in so were leaving the same way the boys do, we jump into the areas on the floor. The only problem they say there going to have with us is that there just open spaces so if we step in the wrong place we could fall through, which totally sounds like us.

After being told about the stage were taken to the dressing room to get ready. We have a change of clothes this time around being that it will be our first day back on the job. Were all wearing the same white shirt that say ‘I hate missing you but I love having you to miss’. I have rip black jean shorts with wedges and suspenders. Evelyne has a black skirt that she tucks the shirt into, and black converse. Esme has short blue jeans on with high top all black converse. Lily straightens my hair and leaves it like that, she pulls Evelyne’s hair up in a ponytail and just curls Esme bangs and leaves the rest alone. After that we get about 15 minute break and get our mics and stuff ready until we start the show.