made in the am

Perfect

album 5, track 3

Her smile, oh she smiles. How it could heal all his wounds and take away all his pain. She sat in the chair vis a vis of him. Laughing, with crinkles around her eyes. So precious. Art. She's the kind of girl people write poems about. She's perfect, perfect for him. He smiles. "louis? loUIS?" she laughs "you've been drifting away again". She caught himm '' yes" he mumbles, blushing a bit.
"A dollar for your thoughts" she says looking at him, eyes bright, one eyebrow raised. Her eyes were so big, he easily could got lost in them if he stared even a second more. " Just some dirty thoughts" he answers her quick, turning his head away from her buring gaze. She had no idea that he didn't thought about anything near that. "ewwwww i don't even want to know anything more, I want my dollar back" she laughs again while laying her head back in the neck. "And on which of those girls around here did you thought about for tonight?" she smirks at him. Both were sitting on big chairs at a friends party but non of them felt like partying anyway. "Non, i really don't want tonight" he shakes his head. He was tired of hiding himself and his feelings. "Are you sure you're okay?" she laughs "I can't even remember the last time we went out and you didn't look for a girl". She didn't know anything. He never had anything with those girls. Okay to be honest not with all of them. He just wanted to make her believe that he didn't had any interests in hear, in a girlfriend way. She wouldn't want him anyway. She knew him too well. His good sides as well as the bad. And she didn't knew him as the guy who wanted to find a save home and settle down. She wouldn't like the life on the road, meanwhile he lives for it. Louis didn't want to lose her, so he rather stayed friends with her instead of telling her his feelings and maybe lose her. He always kept an eye on her and he would protect her at all costs. He would be a shitty boyfriend, she deserved better. He always was too late and the only woman he ever bought flowers for, was his mum. He let out a sigh. "There's something wrong" she checks up on him, "are you bored?"
The past minutes they've been just sitting there, quite, not saying a word while around them the party just got bigger and wilder. She's been on her phone the whole time. Texting some random guy. She would hate the camera flashing of the paparazzi, he thinks. "Let's go home", he suddenly says. Wanting to get away from this place, getting her away. "I will drive you home" he stands up, getting his denim jacket on. "Okey" she responds while walking up to her friends to tell them that she and him would leave now.
"Don't forget to buckle the seatbelt on" she says," you always forget to that"
On the highway while speeding up, he asks her to open the window, which she didn't mind. She's holding her nose in the wind, hair flying around but with a big and blessed smile on her face. He loved her. Oh god how much he loves her. "It's midnight", she says in the silence "and we're driving with the windows down." She looks at him "I like that".