Poems

Hopeless sadness

Another morning

Another day

Another twelve hours to put the mask

The mask over my feelings

The sadness

The emptiness

The hopelessness

All feelings the loneliness creates

My dear friends...

When I look at you and your loved ones...

Is it normal that I feel sad?

When you talk about them...

Is it normal that I feel hopeless?

Wen you kiss...

Is it normal that I just want to leave the room?

Because that is what I feel

I know

I should be happy for you

But it is difficult being the only one left

Feeling like the fifth wheel

The one that will never find someone 

The one that will forever dream about the "perfect" guy

But it will only stay there

As dreams

As hopeless dreams

You always say

"You will find him...

Someday"

Yeah but when is that?

Someday isn't an answer

I know that you say that to make me feel better

It worked...

For a while...

Now it dosen't work anymore

If anything...

It only makes me feel sadder