Broken Souls Phan

4.

~Phil's Pov~

I couldn't help but pulling him in the dressing-room with me.
It's kinda a habit that I shared with my brother, sadly he lives in America now, for his studies.
I miss him.
I notice Dan staring at my body as I change, I hate it, my body is to ugly.
I was kinda ashamed in the beginning but it became quickly loads of more fun.
Dan even tried some coloured things on.
It looked so weird that we both burst out in laughter.
We hold hands a lot and I see the people staring at us, some smiling, some looking with disgust.
But we didn't care.
We are happy and it feels so nice.
When we try on clothes I see him trying to.. cover up something, at first I didn't see anything besides some of his tattoos but after looking closer a few times I notice some darker places on his body.
Bruises maybe?
It gives me flashbacks to school, when bullies see their chances on me.
I cringe a bit when I get out of the flashback.
We are in Starbucks now.
I see the waitress flirting with dan, I get jealous because she is a girl and she probably has more chance on him then I'll ever have.
I see her writing her number on the cup.
My smile of that afternoon disappears and I don't say anything as we leave.
I see Dan in the corner of my eye staring worried at me.
When we pass a trash can Dan throws the cup away.
I follow it with my eyes and look up to Dan with a smile.
He smiles back and gives me a hug.
"faggots" a man mumbles as he bumps in to us and walks further without looking back.
Dan and I both just sight and continue walking.
When we arrive at my place my mum is in the kitchen.
"Mom, guess what!"I shout as Dan and I take off our shoes.
"What is it darling?"
"Dan actually bought something with colour! I'm so proud"
We all start laughing.
"Dinner is allmost ready, you can lay your clothes upstairs" she says.
So Dan and I both take our bags and go upstairs.
"Dan?" I ask.
"Yeah?"
"Can you stay here tomorrow night too?"
"I can ask" Dan responds as he takes out his phone and starts typing.
"My mom should be fine with it, she likes you" I say.
"Really?" A bright smile lights up Dan's face.
"Yeah c'mon let's eat, I'll ask her" I say.
I hear Dan's phone buzzing as we go downstairs, I turn around just in time to see a sad expression on his face.
But as soon as he looks up from his phone and sees me there is a smile on his face.
"I can stay here another night" Dan says.
I immediately forget the sad look and make a small happy dance.
What both made us laugh.
Then I fall on the floor.
The room is turning.
Dan's arms are immediately around me. "What is happening?" He asks.
"I... Dizzy" I all I'm able to respond.
He gets a hard look on his face.
"You should eat more" he says.
I start panicking, did he notice?
I just decide to nod and then my mom calls us.
~after dinner~ (still Phil's pov)
Dinner went great, I guess.
Hannah agreed happily that Dan could stay as long as he wanted.
At first I didn't eat much but Dan was staring so intensely that I felt forced to eat more.
But I hated the feeling of food in my stomachs, I really had the urge to puke.
So I stood up with the intention to go to the bathroom, but I feel a hand grabbing my wrist.
Dan.. I look at him.
He sobs, he knows what I was planning... I sit again.
Maybe he will forget then.
Dan and I offer to do the dishes but my mom says she'll be fine.
So Dan and I go back to my room.
"Want to watch a movie or something?"  I offer with a smile.
"After we get changed" he answers.

~Dan's pov~
After we get changed, I try to figure out if I have to say something about what I saw today, but I decide to talk to Phil tomorrow.
"So what do you want to watch?" Phil asks.
OMG I want to watch Narutoooo!
"Uh could we maybe watch Naruto?" I say a bit shy.
What if he doesn't like Naruto?
Maybe he doesn't even like anime.
"Yeah of course. Come, sit on the bed, it's the comfiest place in the world!" Phil chuckles.
I grin and hop next to him on the bed.
After two episodes I feel Phil's head on my shoulder. Aww why must he be so adorable?
I lay my arm around him and he shifts even closer to me.
I look at him. He is still awake his eyes are glued to the screen.
After three more episodes I see he is sleeping.
So cute.
It's around midnight now so I shut down the TV and lay down, Phil still in my arms. This feels good. I'm quick to fall asleep while listening to his breathing.
...
I wake up around 10 a.m.
I realise something; I didn't had nightmares this night! For the first time in a long I actually slept good.
Phil is still sleeping, on my chest to be exactly.
It kinda hurts since he is pressing directly on a bruise, so I carefully move him a bit so it doesn't hurt anymore.
Then I take my phone and text Louise.
Dan🌚: so you know I'm sleeping over at Phil's right?
GlitterLouise: yeah you did, like a million times!
Dan🌚: well guess what?
GlitterLouise: Omg you kissed?!
GlitterLouise: he confessed his love for you?
GlitterLouise: no wait you did? Omg, I'm so proud of you!!
GlitterLouise: O MY GAWD you two had sex didn't you?!?
Dan🌚: What?! No to all of them. He doesn't love me and I don't love him.
GlitterLouise: yeah right. Now seriously, what happened?

I quickly snap a picture of Phil sleeping on my chest and send it to Louise.

Dan🌚: This. *image attached*
GlitterLouise: awe that's adorable Dan! You two belong together. I ship it.
Dan🌚: Stop it.

I feel Phil shifting and slowly waking up.

Dan🌚: I need to go, he is waking up. Bye!
GlitterLouise: Bye Dan, get your man. Ha that rhymes!

I roll my eyes and lay my phone away. Phil tilts his head up and looks at me. His hands are next to my chest, pushing himself slightly up but he still rest on my chest tho.
His hair is all wild and out of model, it looks so hot!
"Oh hey Dan" he says.
OMG, his morning voice is killing me.
"Hey Philly, did you had a good sleep?"
I ask with a grin.
"Yeah I did actually. You make a wonderful pillow" he answers.

Omg sorry I didn't upload past week but I was so busy with exams. No I wasn't, but anyways here you go.
I made that painting just yesterday. It took me a damn long time.
Xx NinjaPie