Broken Souls Phan

5.

~Dan's pov~

We decide to go out for breakfast.
We're in a very cossy place now. It smells really good in here.
I ordered an English breakfast and Phil just a toasty.
It reminds me that I still have to talk to him. But not yet, that's something for if we are alone. We just talk about what we are going to do today. Phil wants me to meet Chris and Pj, but I don't know.. I'm sure they won't like me.
I don't even know why Phil likes me.
I just start talking about something else.
After another twenty minutes Phil asks; "you ready eating?"
My plate is empty but Phil only ate half of his toasty.
"Yeah, I am but are you? You ate half of i-"
Phil interups me by saying; " yeah I'm finished, I'm not very hungry"
Yea I definetly need to talk to him.
Then he pays and we walk out of the store. Phil stands stil for a second. "To where?" he asks. It can't wait another moment, I need to stop procastinating. I grab his wrist and pull him with me, back to his house. "Dan?" I don't answer him.
"Where are we going?" he asks.
I slow down a bit so he can walk besides me.
I loosen my grip on his wrist and let my hand slide down a bit to intertwine with his.
"Back to your house" I answer his question.
"Why?"
"Because I wanted to talk to you in private"
"Okay"
We arrive at his house. Once he opened the door we go to his room.
"So Dan, what's the matter? Why do you want to talk in private?"
I hesitate a bit but I inhale a mouth full of air and get straight to the point.
"Phil, why do you eat so less? Why are you so skinny?"
His face falls and he looks at the ground.
"Just tell me why" I add

~Phil's pov~

Just tell me why.
I look away.
"No Phil, don't try to get away, I won't let you", Dan says as he puts two fingers under my chin to tilt my head back up.
" Phil, look me in the eyes and tell me why"
I do what he says and sight.
"Because I look like a whale and I look like one" I answer him, he didn't need to know the whole thing.
"Why would you feel like that? You are way too skinny! I can count your bones"
"It's just.." I start but then I decide to shut my mouth. I don't want to risk losing him as a friend.
"It's just what?" Dan asks.
"You don't understand how it is to be ugly,how to be beaten up, how to be judged just by your looks, cause you always seem to look perfect, and then there is me. I don't even know why you even saved me, I'm not worth your time" I ramble.
Tears are falling down my cheeks onto the floor.
I'm not able to hold them back and then I suddenly feel two arms wrapping around me and comforting me.
Then he starts talking in a calming voice; "I'm definitely not perfect, you are the prettiest person I've ever seen. Saving you was probably the best thing I've done in my life."
A happy feeling rushes to my body.
I look in his eyes.
Did he mean that? Or was he just comforting me.
His brown eyes calmly stare into mine.
"Thank you" I whisper.
"Anytime"
After a few more minutes of comforting huggs my tears drop less fast.
"I'm sorry" I immediately say when I see his sweater is all wet from my tears.
"Stop saying that all the time, I'll pull on another sweater"

OMG SO SORRY FOR THE SUPERLATE UPDATE, I WAS BUSY AND I WASN'T HOME AND STUFF.
I'LL TRY AND MAKE IT UP TO YOU.
ALSO PHIL LIKED ONE OF MY TWEETS WHERE I DREW HIM OMG I WAS FREAKING OUT!! (668 WORDS THE AMOUNT OF PEOPLE THAT DAN FOLLOWS, ILLUMINATI CONFIRMED)
XX NINJAPIE