Here's To The Past (Harry Styles Fan fiction)

Introduction

I knew him. Looked so innocent. Charming. Young. Nice. If you thought about these thing's about him your wrong. He ruined me. Ruined my soul, yet everything is gone. Everything he said to me has just been a little mistake? 

No.

He meant each word in his sentences he said to me for how many years? 5 years. 6th to 10th grade. Having all the power over be. Left me broken. I needed to get fixed.

But How?

 I needed to learn what life was. What life truly meant. It took me two years. Two years of frustration. Two years in pain. I went threw so much things. Too much things. 

 I have no one. No parents. No Family. No happiness for 7 years in total. At least now I got my happiness back. I got my life back. He was gone. I hope he will be gone forever. I have heard. He has been pop biggest sensation. 

 He is famous. Brilliant. Singer. Amazing. Thing's I've heard on the new's. But to me he is nothing. He is just an enemy to me. He will never come back into my life. This is my life. Only my life. He can not destroy it again.

 I worked so hard to come this far. To stand up and say that I am strong now. I will and always be strong. He can not come again. He will ruin me. Ruin my soul. Ruin every part of me i worked on to build up. To hold my self up this high is hard. Very hard.

 Hard work pays off.

 I am 18 years old. Last  month I graduated from my high school. From my last thing he has left behind in me. I am going to be a photographer just because I love life. 

Life. 

A funny thing for me since life put me down so down all the way to the bottom but then out of no where it helped me up again. Once he left.

Because he is trying to ruin my happiness. 

My smile.

My life.

And his name is Harry Styles.

Harry Styles.

My Worst Nightmare.

A night mare that I wasn't able to wake up by. But now..

I'm dremaming since he's gone.

He's gone.

Harry Styles is Gone.