These past few months have been the best months of my life. Grayson has helped me move past everything that I was once trying to forget. The memories still haunt me, and the nightmares haven't went away, but I'm happier than I've ever been.
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"Hey, so what do you want to do today?" Grayson asks me as he walks through the front door. "I don't know, I'm tired. Maybe a movie?"
"Sounds good. I'll go get snacks." As he goes to the kitchen to get snacks, I go to the closet to get some blankets. When I walk back to the living room, Grayson has the coffee table full of different kinds of snacks.
I arch my eyebrow at him before plopping down on the couch. "What? You know we need lots and lots of snacks." He defends. "I guess you're right." I respond.
I give Grayson the remote to search for a movie or TV show to watch. I honestly just want to go to sleep right now, I've barely gotten much sleep this past week. The nightmares have came back full force, not that they ever left, but they were less frequent for sure. Suddenly, my mind clouds with terrible thoughts about everything that happened before...
"Earth to Y/N!" Grayson waves a hand in front of my face, shaking me from my thoughts. I snap my head up and look at him. "Huh?" "Were you listening?" He asks. "No sorry, I was just thinking. What did you say?"
"What were you thinking about? Are you okay?" Grayson turns to me, concern clear in his voice and face. "Nothing, I'm fine, really." I give him a small smile. "Okay.." He says and thankfully doesn't try and push the conversation further.
"So, what are we gonna watch?" I ask trying to change the subject. "Well, I decided on The Death Cure since you were complaining earlier that we haven't watched it yet." He smiles. I'm glad the serious tension in the room has disappeared. "Yes! We'll finally watch it!"
As soon as the movie starts, Grayson wraps his arms around me and pulls me closer to him. I smile at him and lay my head on his chest.
"Look at him! Thomas is looking mighty fine." I squeal as soon as I Thomas. Is he even real? Grayson's jaw clenches and I can feel his hold on me get stronger. When I look up at him he has a pout. "Heeey you're only supposed to talk about me like that." Grayson whines. I quietly laugh before responding. "Don't worry, you're the only boy I care about." I say boy because Thomas is a MAN. Grayson softens up and says "That's what I like to hear." I smile because he has no idea about the thought I had right after saying that.
About halfway into the film, sleep is pulling me in no matter how hard I'm trying to stay awake.
"You're not getting away this time." He says. He keeps running his fingers up my thighs. Why is he here? Where's Grayson? I try to move away, but I can't, there's something holding me back. "Grayson!!" I try screaming for help, but it seems that no one can hear me. I'm helpless and I can't get away. It's happening all over again. "No!"
"Y/N! Wake up!" Grayson shakes my shoulder and I instantly sit up. I throw myself into Grayson's arms and start crying into his shoulder while he holds me telling me everything's going to be alright.
As I start to calm down, Grayson pulls away from me and turns my face to look at him. "Hey, what's wrong? Are you okay?" He asks me. "Yeah, I'm fine, it was only a nightmare." I say trying to convince both him and myself.
He forces me to look at him again. "I know you, and I know that you are not fine and that it wasn't just some nightmare. It's those nightmares again aren't they? They came back?"
"They never left." I say quietly. "What? Why didn't you tell me!" He raises his voice slightly. "Hey, I'm sorry. I just worry about you okay?" He says.
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Dolan Twin Imagines (Requests are open)
Fanficjust imagine NOTE all the first imagines are from three years ago, so they're pretty cringe, but if you start at "one. lay with me for hours" it shouldn't be that bad.