Chapter 4: (no tittle)

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(A/N I don't think I will do chapter headers anymore it will just be like "chapter 4" Anyway ENJOY!")

I drop face first onto my bed with my body hurting but I dont mind it at all. 

Turning over I look out at the grey sky from the window as rain starts pouring down over the city. 

I get up after what seemed like ten hours and walked up front.

My dad was awake now and looked almost unreal on the leather couch. 

"Oh, How did it go?"He says not even looking at me.

I look around like he was talking to someone else then I say something back.

"It went.. good?" I say not knowing if he was even talking to me.

No one else was here so I asmued it was me. 

"Good good did you get in?" He says not moving. 

"Yea, I did, did you get a job."

"Don't worry about me." He says in a low deep voice. 

"I have to head back out at seven so i'm just gonna go jump in the shower."

"Go on then." He says not looking at me even once. 

I turn on my heels and walk back down the hallway to the bathroom.

Seven o'clock rolls around and i'm dressed in my black and white addidas, grey sweat pants, and I sleeveless grey shirt with a black jacket over it. 

"Dad! Im leaving now!" I say grabbing my water bottle and my gym bag.

I walk past him with him not saying a word till im almost out the door.

He grabs my wrist with a strong grip and looks me in the eye. 

"Where do you think your going."

"Dad, I told you earlier don't pull this again."

"You better get your ass back in that room now."

"Dad?!" I say ripping my wrist way from his grip.

"How dare you talk back to me!" He says rasing his voice.

"I haven't said anything!

 "JUST GET OUT OF HERE ZENDAYA!" he says shoving me out of the door then slamming it in my face. 

With my heart racing I flip my hood onto my head fixing my curled hair and walking down the street with my stuff in the rain. 

I start to cry and it mixes with the rain that hits my face

I push the glass door and remove my hood. 

The music is blasting through out the building and I just walk to the locker room and start putting up my stuff in a empty locker. 

"Your late." Serena says from behind me.

 "Sorry.. I had something  come up." I say making up something.

"Whatever don't be late again. Hurry up we are waiting."

I roll my eyes already knowing that she doesn't like me. 

                                                          -After the Practice-

I sit on the waxed floor next to the mirror. 

Breathing hard I take a drink from my water bottle and close the cap. 

"Hey Zendaya." Ian says sitting next to me. 

"Uh hey." I say looking at him.

"So, Wanna go get som-" He is cut off by Chris walking by with Melinda laughing then turning their nose up at me.

"I think I should go." I say putting on my jacket and picking up my bag.

"Alright be here Monday?" 

"Sure." I say smiling then walking back outside to the damp city. 

I get inside of the apartment and my dad is passed out in his room with the door cracked.

I shake my head and grab a bag of chips then walking to my room. 

I sit against bed frame on the floor looking at my phone then eating some chips.

I drift off to sleep tired from all the dancing. 

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