~Kia's Thoughts ~

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Kia's P.O.V.

This moring I had woken up to a bad dream everything felt so real in my dream i  had to make sure nun of it was real tho like it was fake  I'Ajah was at home sleepin and i wasnt pregent and Jayceon was not shot. Was I  dreaming of not ? I keep asking my self I called I'Ajah it went stright to voicemail .

" Hey (: You have reached yo main girl I'Ajah im not in at tha time but leave yo name and numba and I  might call yo ass bck peace "

Her voice sent. comford to me like she is letting me know she is okay and I can move on I know thats she dead but I dont want to believe it so I keep textin her to see if she will send onc back ( Tear )   I miss her so much I  havent talked to Jayceon all week and I  dont want to. I feel so gulity for what i did i know he probably think im avoding him or something but im not.  I sware i know i should have been by his side today Please dont judge me at all it might seem like im a weak bitch  ! But im not i need some me time i think i about to call my mom and get me a plane tickect back to my home town New Orleans.  To stay with my mom and sister for a little while. I texted Jay to see if he could stop over so we could talk in person.

  Text Convo.

Me : Hey Jay can yu stop by if your not  doing anything I wanna talk.

Jay : Yea I have to shoot some words at you to give me  1 hour.

Me : Okay see you soon. 

END OF TEXT CONVO. 

Its now around 3:15 pm and im about to try and start my day. I went into the bathroom and let the water run befor i got in to shower i began to strip and looked into the mirror and saw just a little baby bump I had a lot of emotion I held my stmoach. Then i got washed up my B.N.B.W. filled my bathroom i got my towl and wrapped it around me I went to my closet and picked out my white polo shirt and my Plan blue jeans with some gray socks . I did my hygein and lefted my hair down i put in my dimond studs .

Something was playin on the T.V. I wasnt payin no attiton tho im so hungry but i cannot eat every time i do i get very sick behind it so i have lost weight.  I began to look through my stuff and pack eveything my bags were lefted by my room door the sun

went down it was the sun set. It reminded me of the time when I'Ajah and i had are first kiss under the tree while waves were going mad crazy i manged a smile.

" Kia were you at " ?

" In tha room "

He sounded so weak like he didnt have no more strenght to speak. I was sitting on the bed and patted for him to sit down by me . He did an put hand on my thigh . I smiled and leaned in for a hug his neck felt so warm i wanted to stay like that forever. 

" Why is all of your bags by the door were are you going lady " ?

" Well for the past week i have been thinkin about moving back were my mom is at "

His look was priceless his teeth clenthed together i could tell he was mad this was not goin as planed.

" Kia im finna try so hard not to rasie my voice at you , so when were you goin to tell me huh " ?

"S-oon , I was "

I said smiply. 

" Soon my ass ! Bitch yo ass aint shit but a hoe i knew i should have never fucked with yo ass from jump . My guys were rite you a 2 time bitch how you gone move with my seed? Dont even answer.  How yo ass gone be by Girl as yu clam but couldnt even come to sister funeral but yall was friends and real cool ? How could yo hoe ass be so selfish huh ? ! How could you kia You cant hang thats why you always wanna fuckin run from your problems never  wanna stick them out and learn sum from it you not a down bitch.  You a weak minded bitch !!! Bitch I fuckin Hate you ! ! ! !    .

He yelled it made me flench.

" Bitch ? Really Jay im havin yo baby and yu wanna treat me like dirt "

" Hell fuckin yea Bitch"  !

I got up and walked towars the door and tryed to walk down stairs but Jay had grabed my wrist.

" Let go now ! Nigga your hurting me"  !

I said over tears.  My feelings were really hurt.

" Dont evea raise yo voice at me undetstand " !?

S L I E N C E S ..

* SLAP *

" Did you not here me " !

" Jay yu hit me. You promised you will never put your hands on me why are you so angery with me " !

" Shit Bae im sorry for real ! i didnt mean to hit you im sorry please Kia forgive me. sorry.im stressed "

He said over tears also.

I got up and whipped my tears and walked ovet to the bed and rubbed the back of his neck tryin to keep him clam

" Shhh Baby its ok i know everything will get better after a while.  I love you "

" Love you too Kia come closer "

He used his index finger to trace my face he layed me down on the bed on my back so he was on top of me.  he slowly pulled up my shirt and kissed my belly it tickeled i let out a cute laugh that made him crack a smile also.  Are lips crashed aginst each others we kissed for about 2 mins i broke the kiss. He made his way down to my zipper and pulled my jeans down he let his free hand travel up my bra to cuff my right tittie in his. mouth his lips were warm ge sucked them i let out moans . 

" You like what daddy doing " ?

He said in a sexy tone it made me chill up.

" Yes I do baby "

Now we both naked lookin at each others body Jay grabbes my wasit and have me stattle over him were im on top and he slowly trys to enter me "it hurts "  . I said he played with my clit and it was feeling good my hips slowly started to move with the moation of his grinding into me. I knees started to buck and they felt weak i was rocking .

" Ahh Jayceon baby fuck me harder " !

" Say i love daddy dick "

" I love it Jay "

He started to slow down and thrust inside of me real slow in and out . out and in .

" Faster "

" Nope what was you sayin say i love daddy dick. "

" I LOVE DADDY DICK HUMMMM "

He went faster until he made his cute im about to come face and came inside of me and heled the dick there we just layed there naked and went to a deep sleep. 

A/ N : How was this chapter ?

Kia slow for real she will learn tho.

Nothing to much to say but please

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