I set the breakfast down in the long brown shiny table. Waiting for Matthew and Mr. Barnes come down and eat. Last night was something i actually felt like we had a connection. I started to smile stupidly.
"Uhh y/n? You there?" A familiar voice said too me while waving a hand across my face multiple times.
"Oh.. Yes sorry.... Oh! Mr. Barnes heha didnt see you there whats up?... " well this is awkward.
"I just wanted to clarify something." He spoke.
"About Last night....-"
"It was great!"
".... Actually it was a mistake.. I dont know what happend, i guess i just went for it. Sorry if i made you think we had a moment, but that wasnt supposed to happen. Dont get me wrong you were great! Just... Uhh... Mistake. You understand right?"
Ouch. I felt a pain in my heart with the words he just said... Mistake, wasnt supposed to happen..... A mistake huh. So when you said you wanted me when you first saw me was that also a mistake?
"Y-yea i understand Mr. Barnes."
"Breakfast!!!!" Matthew yelled. He came running towards the seat and he just started eating everything. I chuckled but it wasnt the same chuckle i always use on him. It was a more sad and depresing chuckle which got me scared because i dont want to go to the depression crap.
"Hello earth too Y/n?!"
"S-sorry whatsup?"
"The food is really good thanks mom. Hahe."
Did he just call me mom?! Im pretty sure hes kidding around but i actually smiled for once in this day. I kissed matthew in the cheek and said "i love you matthew but i got to head home."
"This early?" Spoke Mr. Barnes getting up to say goodbye. Well i wouldve stayed but you had too ruin this day for me you little shit. "Ill be back later." I said with a sad smile still remembering what he told me. Tears were forming in my eyes. Crap.
Dont cry hold it in
Dont cry hold it in
Dont cry hold it in
Dont cry hold it in
"Listen were having a party at 8:00 so you should come." He had a huge smile placterd on his face.
"Sure i souldn't miss it." I hugged him back, but it wasnt the usuall 'goodbye hug' type of thing it was more of a not interested awkwardly tight hug. I pulled away and just started walking towards the door and into my car.
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Skipping the ride home
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"And were have you been?"
I turned around to find my sister putting her clothes back into the closet while i went and sat on the bed. "The usuall babysitt." "And you stayed there all night? Spill it!!" Wanda spoke jumping on the edge of the bed. She had a huge grin placed on her face, ready for me too spill the beans. (Basically means for me to tell her what happend.)
"Well first off all... I did more than just babysitt."
"WHAT?!! NO WAY!??"
"Well-"
YOU FINALLY WENT IN HIS PANTS WOO YOU GO GIRL!"
"Wanda!" This girl has a lot of hype and it was just a mistake so it didnt mean anything.
"WAIT SO THIS MEANS YOUR NOT IN THE #TEAMVIRGIN ANYMORE WOOT WOOT!!"
"Even though i wish i still was..." I added letting my voice trail off. Wanda stared at me with at first happy eyes but it turned to a more confused one for what i just said.
"May i ask why?"
"Bucky said it was a mistake." Ouch. My heart hearts even when i remember it.
"WHAT?? THAT LITTLE PRICK. But who the hell is bucky?" (A/N: Hah see what i did there?)
"O-oh I meant Mr.Barnes." i studdered.
"Ohhh....bucky eh... Well fuck this wholw barnes and bucky shit Hows matthew."
"He's doing a very good job at behaving like a little 7 year old would." The name matthew actually brings my self asteem higher.
"Hey um Wanda do you have any plans tonight?"
"Uhhh not that i know of why?"
"You do now. Were going to a party get dressed."
"What? Know?"
"No. Tommarow." Hopefully she got the sarcasm in my voice.
"Okay sorry im going with red."
"Im going with black."
I went in my drower and i put on a black dress that reached to my lower thigh. It sounds pretty short but It actually not that short. I started to straighten my hair and put little curls at the bottom. For makeup all i put was some mascara and red lipstick. Nothing else beacuse i dont need it.
"OK! Im finally done what about you Wanda-"
"Damn girls where are you two heading? Not even wanting to greet me i see how it is." I recognize that accent.... The voice.... The stupid attitude..... Pietro. We turned around and saw pietro smirking and leaning on the door frame.
"Pietro!!" We screamed and ran towards to hug and greet him.
"You both look beautiful." "May I ask were your going?"
"Too a party."
"Where is it located whos hosting it i mean?"
"Too mrfncnc..."
"What?"
"I said too mrdjcnf..."
"Y/n you know i cant hear you. Tell me correctly." I looked up at him and saw that he had a serious look on his face. I sighed and slowly gave in.
"Too Mr. Barnes home."
Please dont be mad
Please dont be mad
Please dont be mad
Please dont be mad
"Okay kiddos have fun then, but not too much fun got it?"
My eyes widened to his response but hey im not complaining.
"Yes we get it!"
"Were has he been again?" I whispered to wanda.
"I dont know girlfriends home. They probably broke up since hes back home."
"Haha that sucks well lets go to Mr. Barnes party." I responded.
"So were going to Mr. Barnes party.... Watch it be lame." Wanda added. On the ride there we started giggling and laughing.
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Todays my birthday!! 🎂
Anyway new chapter coming soon. Happy fathers day guys i love you have a good one.
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