My Golden Star ☆ [S/H]

02 ☆

P.S Jungkook's lifeustory is not as heavy as y'all think. Y'all may find it cliche but I can't think of anything else. He's a rich kid. It was mentioned in the prologue. (:

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Jungkook's POV

Sweats are all over my body but i didn't care. I just want to cool myself down. All of you may have thought i have the perfect life just because i have money. No. You're totally wrong.

I didn't become like this just because of a girl. I'm not like one of those bad boys in one of those fictional characters y'all used to read who changed from a good boy to a bad guy because of a girl. I'm a bad guy since my 'mother' gave birth to me.

Who needs girls? Maybe some of them since there are also people who are thirsty for love. But for me girls cause everyone a headache especially with their clingy attitude. I'm sure some of them are different and are educated. But they can be counted now, if you found one, well then, good for you.

But I hate them. I hate girls. Hell yeah, i even hate my own mom. She abandoned me with a careless man, who only has business in his mind. I never thought of finding her. It's just a waste of time.

Believe it or not, even though i gamble, a drunkard, i never owned a gun. I don't kill people. It's just that they kill themselves because of how I treated them and i'm not guilty at all. They killed themselves, i didn't murdered them, it's their choice. Why should I be guilty?They should've known their places.

Some people call me disgusting and disrespectful because i always talk shits in front of my father's face, i would even embarass him in front of his employees.

Not all parents are kind. Not all parents are loving. Y'all can call me indecent but my parents and yours are different. I don't get fetched in school. They don't care if i'm skipping classes, gamble, and hurting people. Whenever dad introduce me to other people, he isn't ashamed at all, knowing his son's have bad records and people know that too.

The police can't make me go to jail. They shouldn't. And I hate that kind of treatment just because my father is in a higher position.

They never taught me anything good. My world is surrounded with darkness. My parents can't even lighten it up just for awhile. They never did. No one will. Business is what my dad live for. Abandoning children is the specialty of my mom. 

I have friends. But those friends are just companies of mine in school. We're not close. I'm not the worst destruction. It's Namjoon hyung. Y'all would regret if you try to touch him.

I also have a weakness. Every person has. They just don't show them because it could be an advantage to someone who wants to drag you down.

My weakness? It's my sister. Jeon Soojung. Yes, she's a brat, a nagger but she must be protected at all costs. She isn't clingy, she hates being in a crowded place. She hates hanging out/shopping. In short, she's lazy.

"AAAAH!"

I suddenly heard a scream from my sister's room. I hurriedly went out of my room. As soon as I arrived, i noticed her pointing to a rat. My reaction went like this:

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"What the fuck Jeon Soojung. You scared me." It was just a toy. I mentally cursed.

"Well, this rat scared me! Kill that!" she said which made me even frustrated.

"Are you dumb or blind? That's just a toy. How come there's a rat here? Your room was never a mess" she calmed down and kicked the rat which is a toy, out of the room.

She was about to respond but then my phone rang. I signaled her to wait and went outside. I checked the caller i.d and it was 'dad'.

"What do you want this time? I'm not going to any business parties or anything related to your shitsㅡ "

"Jungkook-ssi" i was surprised to hear his secretary's voice.

"Whyㅡ " can this dipshit just let me finish

"Your dad....collapsed" he said softly.

"Do I look like I care?" I said and hang-up. He wants me to visit him? He can't/didn't even visted me once when I was almost hit by a car. He said he's busy. I'm just returning the favor. Sorry not sorry. I'm not treating you like you're my dad if you can't even act like a father to your children.

"Oppa..." i turned around to face Soojung who's currently looking down.

"Let's just....visit him for once" i was about to protest but then I saw her eyes, almost covered with tears.

"Why do you even care with that old hag. He ignored us and chose his work. I don't even think he's relevant in our lives. You can visit him alone" I said as I looked away, avoiding her eyes.

"Fine then! I'm going to visit him. ALONE. Yes, he's relevant to me. He's my father. The reason why his eyes are only for paperworks is because he wants us to have brighter future!" She walked out with a purse in her hands.

Brighter future? You mean HIS future? Jeon Soojung, you're too blind to notice that. You're still young, you wouldn't understand.
I grabbed my hood and went out to go with her. She's being a brat again.

"I thought you're not going?" she said and gave me a confused look.

"Don't be ridiculous you brat. I'm just making sure you'll be safe." I said and rolled my eyes. I heard her laughing.

As we arrived in the hospital, i saw a woman who's brutally injured and a girl crying and shouting 'mom'.

Wait, i know that girl.

The haggard one who actually congratulated me just because I was able to shoot the ball in the ring. I guess she's living a hard life.

I encountered a mother again who's about to leave a child. But her situation is different compared to mine. That's how I see it but I'm not sure.

I took my eyes off at that direction and continued walking.

"Oppa, she looked like a twin of yours." she pointed at that girl and i stared at her with confusion.

"She doesn't look like me. What the hell are you talking about?" I said.

"No, look closely. You know what oppa? I don't really like girls that are related to you. But this time, i have a good feeling." I glared at her.

"What made you say that we're related? You're being ridiculous again."

"The fact that you two looked alike made me say that duh. Oppa, they said that a person who tends to look like you is the person who will spend the rest of his/her life with you." She gave me smile that looked she's about to tease me.

"You actually believed that shit? Whatever Jeon Soojung."

"You never know~ fate can be playful sometimes" she said. I just ignored her as we wait for the results.

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If you encountered grammatical errors or typos, sorry.  ㅋㅋ.

To be continued.....