The Song in Her Diary

Lahat tayo may mga kantang malapit sa puso natin. Whether you like it or not, you just can't help thinking of that someone when you hear that particular song - the moments with him na kahit wala naman siyang ginagawa e para sayo memorable pa rin yung time na yun.

But how can you forget that someone when you hear those songs? How can you forget when the only thing you want to do is to make those moments happen again...

Yung may relasyon lang ba ang pwedeng masaktan? Pano nman ung umasa lang? Damn those feelings.. ung akala mo totoo na ung nararamdaman mo but in the end you are left with nothing - na kahit sa sarili mong tanong, ikaw na mismo ang sumagot. Na kahit ung mga tanong mo sa puso mo... kahit isang matinong sagot wala kang nakuha. But come to think of it... kapag nagmamahal ka nman diba hindi ka dapat umasa na may babalik sayo? Pero paano ka hindi aasa kung kahit kaunti nararamdaman mo na espesyal ka sa kanya? Maniniwala kna lang ba sa mga signs? sa 'WHAT IF's' at sa 'TIWALA LANG'? 

Yeah i should be moving on.But how can you moved on if you still can see and feel the butterflies whenever you close your eyes and think of him? How can you forget if you can remember the hearty laughs, his smile and the way he hug you tight?

But the only way to forget someone is to move on.. to let go. And as I write this diary... I am now willing to let go a part of him..