Medicated Dreams // Weston Koury // PART 2

Chapter 2: Hurting Inside

Weston Pov:

I got on the bus after the worst night of my life. I haven't eaten in a week. I feel weak. I haven't had one night of sleep. I just want to die. But I can't. I can't do that to her. I can't hurt her anymore than I have. I broke my promise. I let her down. Now every time I look at her, I feel the urge to just ball my eyes out. I want her back. I need her back. Last night I did it. I cut. It hurt but it actually helped me. My left arm is covered with cuts so I decided to wear a jacket all day. She can't find out or she would hate me forever. I felt my eyes get heavy on the bus ride to school and before I knew it, some fuck boy was shaking me to wake up. I jerked up and pushed him out of the way dragging myself off the bus. I saw Savanna standing there but I walked right past her without even looking at her. Because I knew if I did, I would start to cry. When I saw her at the bus stop, she looked stunning. She was gorgeous. Even though she always is. I slept through 1st period and second wasn't any better. I finally pushed out the words to Savanna so we could talk. And she agreed. Suddenly the bell rang as I jerked up from my desk and headed out the door. I waited in the hall for Savanna as I saw her walk towards me. She stared at the ground and said, "So,... what-what do you want to talk about?" She said not looking up. I rubbed the back of my neck anxiously and said, "Well, uh. I-I just wanted-" Suddenly I was cut off from the sight of the devil. Ian approached us and smiled as he chuckled out, "Hey guys! Long time no see." I looked at Savanna as she began to shake. Her face became pale and her body was trembling. I soon felt my blood pressure rise to 1,000. She slowly stood behind me hoping I would do something as she placed her hands on my back. "Awh, it's ok. I don't bite." Ian said with an evil laugh. "What the hell are you doing here?" I said stepping closer to him. "Weston, buddy what do you mean? It's school. I have to go here. And can I say, you are not looking your finest right now." I was inches away from pounding his face in. I grabbed the front of his shirt and slammed him into the locker yelling in his face, "Cut the act you cunt! You deserve to be rotting in a jail cell!" He didn't flinch or gasp. All he did was smile and whisper, "Now Weston, do you really want to get kicked out of school forever and leave her all alone with me?" He pointed to Savanna as I looked around. Students were stopped in their tracks staring at us. Some even recording it. I slowly let go of his shirt and backed away. "Hmmmm, good boy. Now, I have to go but maybe I will catch up with you guys sometime?" I didn't say a word as he walked off chuckling. I turned to Savanna as tears were streaming down her face. I wanted to hold her, kiss her, and make it better. But all I said was, "Are-are you ok?" She slowly nodded and whimpered, "I....I have to go." She quickly ran away leaving her bag on the ground as I picked it up and yelled, "Savanna, wait!" But she was gone. She disappeared into the crowded hall. I opened her back pack and saw her phone. I decided to turn it on and look around just to make sure nothing was happening to her. Well, nothing more was. I scrolled through messages when I noticed one from an unknown number. I clicked on it and found a video that was sent to her. It said, stay away from your lover boy, or this gets sent to him. I started to shake as I slowly clicked on the video. It was loading. Finally a video popped up as I saw Savanna tied to her bed and Ian in front of the camera. That night. I watched as he began to talk with her. Suddenly he started unbuttoning her shirt and taking off her shorts. I began to feel sick. He took off her panties and..........he-. I stopped the video and turned off her phone throwing it back in her bag. I felt like I was about to puke. I ran to the restroom and into the stall as I sat down and placed my head above the toilet. I let it out. After about five minutes, I wiped my mouth off and chewed a piece of gum flushing the toilet. So he did rape her. She-she lied to me. I wasn't even there to protect her. It's all my fault. It's all my fault. I began to feel my legs getting weak as I fell to the ground. My eyes got heavy and before I knew it, I was out.

Savanna POV:

I opened the door and walked in slamming my stuff on the couch. I was greeted by my dog Molly as she barked and jumped on me. "Hi baby! I missed you," I said in a baby voice petting her fur. I walked in the kitchen and got something to drink when I noticed a note from my dad. Savanna, I will be gone until tomorrow night. More business to handle. Call me if you need anything. I left 50$ on the table for food. Love you SweetCheeks – Dad. I rolled my eyes and threw the note away as I grabbed my soda and walked up to my room. I walked in and froze. Shit! My bag! I left it at school. I ran downstairs and looked on the couch. No bag, just my backpack. I scurried looking for my phone when I realized it was in my bag. "Ughhh!" I moaned as I ran upstairs and plopped on my bed. I looked out my window and noticed Weston dragging himself inside his house. I hid behind the wall hoping he wouldn't glance up and see me. Luckily, there is a big tree in front of his window so he can't see into my room. Not that I care. I changed into some joggers and threw on Weston's hoodie he let me borrow. It smelled like him. Without even realizing it, tears began to form in my eyes as I quickly wiped them away and put my hair up in a messy bun. Suddenly the door bell rang. I walked down the stairs and slowly opened the door. There Weston stood holding my bag. "Here," he said handing me my bag as I said, "Oh, thanks. I was looking for this." I gave a small smile as he nodded and started to walk away. "Uh, hey Weston!" I shouted louder than expected. He turned around and looked up at me. I paused as I thought. I wanted to tell him I was sorry. I wanted to tell him I love you. I wanted to run up to him and jump in his arms. But instead I said, "Thanks." His eyes drooped down even more as he nodded and walked off. I closed the door and silently screamed as I threw my bag on the ground. This sucked. Life sucked.

Weston POV:

I walked in the door after the bus dropped me off when I remembered. Her bag. I ran over to her door and rang to door bell. It slowly opened and there she stood. In my hoodie? She looked so cute. I could tell there were tears in her eyes as I slowly said, "Here." I gave her the bag and stood there still staring at her. She was so fucking perfect. Her eyes looked tired and her dimples weren't showing. Because she wasn't smiling. I began to walk away as she stopped me. I hoped she was going to say something like I miss you or I love you. But all she said, "Thanks." My heart dropped as I nodded and walked off. I slowly lifted up my sleeve and stared down at the red scars. Tears began to drop onto my arm and sting the open cuts. That was the least of my worries. 

A/N

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