Medicated Dreams // Weston Koury // PART 2

Chapter 3: Begin Again

Savanna POV:

It was 9:00 and dark outside. I looked out my window and noticed Weston's lights were off. Was he asleep? I got up from my bed and turned off Criminal Minds as I began to pace around my room. "Damn it Savanna! I want him right now. I need him right now. I can't do this anymore!" I screamed. I felt the urge to cut, but I didn't. I promised him I wouldn't. I can't break it. I won't. I slipped on my UGG boots and grabbed my coat. It was cold outside. I walked out the door and over to Weston's as I slowly made my way up the steps. I knocked and his mom answered. I greeted her with a smile and was about to say something when she smiled and said, "He's upstairs sweetie." I nodded and thanked her as I walked up the stairs quietly. I slowly opened his door and saw it was completely dark. I stumbled on my way in and whispered, "Weston?" I turned on the flashlight from my phone and saw him curled up in a ball sitting in the corner with his back turned to me. He was sobbing. He turned around as my heart began to sink. There was a blade in his hand and his arms were completely covered with scars. "Oh my god!" I said as tears pushed their way down my cheek. I bent down and forced the blade out of his hand. "No! Stop!" he yelled crying. I threw the blade across the room and looked out his arms. I quickly got a rag and gently pressed it down as Weston sobbed, "Please, just leave me alone. I can't do this anymore. I can't bear to live without you. I hate this!" He broke down into tears as he turned away from me. I turned his face back towards me and smashed my lips against his. At first I felt him in shock until he kissed back pressing my stomach against his. I released and looked at him as he slowly smiled. His eyes gleamed back up and I felt my heart rise again. "I love you so much." I said kissing his head. Tears rolled down my cheeks as he said, "I love you more. I'm so sorry Savanna. I'm so so so sorry." I hushed him and leaned my head against his as I lifted his arms and showed them to him. "Babe, you can't do this. You have to promise me." He bit his lip and nodded as he cried, "I know. I know. I'm so sorry." I gave a nod as he pulled me into his chest. "Please don't let go," I whispered. "Never baby."

A/N: Awhhhhhh :(

Sorry for the short chapter <3

It gets so much better from here, I promise!

I'm bringing in some of the YouNow fam to this story!!! 

-S