Marter-First I Love You

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This doesn't have smut it's just really cute I guess lol I'm doing this at 4:35 in the morning so I hope that it's good

Carter's pov

Lately I've been thinking Matt is my best friend and I love him but not in a friend way I love him more than he thinks I do and it's weird I've never really thought I would love him like this

And the worse part is I haven't talk to him since I started feeling this way and that was five weeks ago

Matt😍-Carter why won't you talk to me? 😖😒

I don't know how to reply to his text what am I supposed to tell him "oh it's because I'm in love with you"

Carter😘-I've been busy 🙈

Matt😍-well come over I miss you 😸

Carter😘-I miss you too 😌

Matt😍-then come over 😂

Carter😘-ok I'll be over in ten minutes 😁

I got up from the couch and grabbed my keys then left

Ten minutes later

"So have you really been so busy that you couldn't talk to your best friend?"Matt asked best friend that's all I am to him just his best friend "no"I said

"Well why haven't you talked to me?"he asked I sighed and looked him in the eyes getting lost in brown bright eyes that were full of curiosity "because I I don't want to be your best friend anymore"I said

He looked down back up with other tears in his eyes "but...but y-your my best friend"he said it hurt when he said that it madee feel like we could never be anything more

"I don't want to be your best friend anymore"I repeated he shook his head and tears rolled down his cheeks "why?"he asked sounding hurt

I move closer to him and wrap my arms around him "because I love you"I said "I love you too but that doesn't mean we can't be best friends"he said not understanding what I meant

"No Matthew I don't love you I'm in love with you ok I love you like a boyfriend like a boy loves a girl like a boy loves a boy or a girl loves a girl I don't want to be your best friend I want to be your boyfriend I want to be able to kiss you when I want wherever I want"I said

"Carter I-"I stopped him "stop Matt I know your not gay and you don't like me like that I shouldn't have said anything"I said and got up but he stopped me

"I-"I stop him again "Matt stop I know that you probably don't want to talk to me again that's fine"I said

I start to walk away again but he grabbed my arm "will you shut up"he said smiling "Carter I love you too and more than a friend or a best friend and I'd love to be your boyfriend"he said

I was shocked I never knew he was gay I thought that he liked Cameron's best friend y/n "but you like y/n"I said

He rolled his eyes and kissed me I kiss him back and wrapped my arms around his small waist his arms rest around my neck it felt as if someone let a zoo free in my stomach

He pulled away and smiled Matthew Lee Espinosa will you be my boyfriend?"I asked he smiled "yes I will Carter McCoy Reynolds"he said

I kissed him and quickly pulled away not letting him respond "this is gonna be hard to tell everyone"I said

"They all knew I liked you but they didn't know you liked me"he said "yea they did I told them last week"I said he laughed man I love his laugh.

Word count 657

Guess the song -cause space is just a word made up by someone who's afraid to get too close.

Ok babies I hoped you liked it vote and comment I'm gonna he doing word counts at the end of all of them from now on lol 😉😂

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