I'll Come Back// l.s

~Chapter 13~

A/N(There will probably be 5 more chapters. Enjoy!)

Louis' POV-

I looked up from the unwanted noise coming from my lover. His eyes burning into my soul like I was a deer in the headlights. My right hand was holding my left wrist, the blood seeking through my fingers. His eyes met mine, full of anger and worry.

"Why" was all he said, kneeling down to my level on the floor and taking my wrist from out of my hand to his. He had tears running down his cherry red cheeks but no sound coming from his mouth.

I raised my bloody right hand and his pet his cheeks with my thumb. Looking into those green eyes, I could tell he was hurt. "I'm so sorry...I just. It was my fault and I should not have cheated on you. I'm s-so so-sorry" I started to sob.

"You can't do this. You hear me? Do you hear me, Louis!? You can't do this to yourself. You're perfect. Everything I ever wanted. Why would you ever think about this? I thought we were done with this. All the cutting and burning, I thought you stopped..I thought you stopped for me.."

"I did!" I quickly jumped in to save myself.

"Then why would you..w-why would you d-do th-this?!!? You love me right?" I nodded. "Then you won't ever do this again. You're my world and I love you so god damn much. I don't want to see your hurt like this! It's horrible. I don't want you to be those people who become addicted. Am I your world Louis?" I nodded once again because, of course he is. My everything. "If I'm your world then you'll stop for me."

I turned my gaze to the bloody wrist, starting to scab. 'Why did I do that?' I ask myself. I looked back up to Harry and gave him a real smile and a nod. He does love me. He loves me alot. He cares. And I just need to push the horrible, scary thoughts away.

Harry smiled. "Lets get this cleaned. Then we can go get some ice cream. Mint chocolate chip, your favorite, with whipped cream and a jolly rancher on the top because you hate cherry. (A/N god I love that ice cream^) And then when we can come back home and watch Adventure Time and eat Nutella. Does that sound good baby?" he kissed my nose.

"Y-yeah. Wow yeah that does...but can we get dinner first?"

He smiled and nodded. Without another word, I was being lifted off of the bathroom door and into the shower, my clothes still on.

"Uhm...so like are we going to shower with clothes on then?" I ask Harry who was also in the shower fully clothed.

"Yes we are. I don't need to see you naked right now" he paused and looked down at my lips, after three seconds looking back to my eyes. "I'll see you naked after Adventure Time anyway babe" he said with a wink. I gulped, now excited on the next few hours we had of the day left.

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I was at the moment cuddled into Harry's lap. He was feeding me some of his dinner that we were having. I swallowed and licked my lips, waiting for some more, but it never came.

"Babeeeee. Can I have some more?? Pweaseee" I turned to meet his gaze but found it on my lips

Before I knew what was happening his soft plump lips were on my rough ones. A little moan escaped my mouth, making him smirk. I could taste the Chicken Parmesan with every movement our tongues made together. I found the nerve to pull back, making him pout.

"First of all, wow like just wow. Second of all, we are definitely not skipping that yummy ice cream and adventure time just for sex. I mean..we could use the Nutella when your slamming in me.." He moaned. "But I want ice cream" I smiled wide when I saw his frown, and got up from his lap.

"Fine Miss Sassy Pants." He said, getting up from the table to put away his now clean dish.

I turned around to face him, my hand on my hip. "That's Queen Sassy Pants to you! Peasants everywhere I go! God damn" I spoke, trying not to smile but failing epically. He just smiled and turned back around to wash his plate.

While I was taking the mint chocolate chip out of the freezer I noticed the sunset from the window. "So beautiful" I mumbled.

After topping off my delicious desert with a green apple jolly rancher, I made my way to the balcony to see the gorgeous landscape.

"Where are you going mister?" Harry asked from the sink, now drying the clean silverware.

"Just the balcony. The view is beautiful." He nodded and returned to his work with the plates.

I walked out of the flat, suddenly feeling cold air fill my body. Ignoring it, I set my bowl of ice cream on the railing and looked out to the purple and red view.

After about 10 minutes of staying out on the balcony with an empty ice cream bowl next to me, I heard the glass door open.

I turned around to be met with stunning green eyes like a jade diamond. I returned my gaze back around to the sun. "Beautiful huh?" I asked, feeling his arms snake around my curvy waste.

"Yes. You are"

I snorted. "Couldn't think of something else?"

I felt his smile grow from the left side of my cheek. "How about" he cleared his throat. "That your perfection and flawless and I love you. Every piece of you and your perfectness." I snorted once again at the over use of 'perfect' in one sentence.

"Would you tell anyone that?" now becoming serious.

"Only you"

"Would you scream it to the world?" I said, turning around to meet his green gaze on my blue.

"Yes" he simply said. I snorted once again, this was such a bull.

"I dare you then" he gave me a questioning look "scream it. Scream it to the world that you love me"

He leant down a little, his face level with mine. I could feel his nose on the bridge of my ear. He whispered,"I love you, Louis William Tomlinson. And one day you'll be Louis William Styles" he pulled back.

"Why did you whisper It to me?"

It was his turn to snort. "Because silly" taping my nose like I was 3. "You are my world. And how could I live without you? Hmm?" he smiled.

I felt tears stinging in my eyes. "Did you mean that really? Are you really going to make me yours? I mean like officially?"

He pulled back from me. His arms going into his pockets.

This was it. He really didn't mean it. He was just joking. Ha. He doesn't even love me. Hell he doesn't even like me. He was just pitying me because I cut myself.

His eyes met mine once again.

"I'm not sure.." He got down on one knee. "Would you say yes?"he pulled out a black box, opening it to find a silver, shining, ring in the middle.

Tears were now falling like vagina down my face. OH. MY. GOD. OHHHHH MY GOOOODDDDDDDDD

"Will you marry me, Louis? Will you be Louis William Styles?"

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OMFG I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I WAS GOING TO DO THAT. LIKE WHAT DA FUQ

I had no clue what I was doing when I wrote this but hey I guess here I am writing THIS. Do you guys hate me that I leave cliff hangers every chapter? Bc ill stop...lol JK never gonn stop. Hahaha MILEY CYRUS ok anyway

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