I'll Come Back// l.s

~Chapter 9~*

Louis POV~

"Hey, love" I said in more than a whisper. Harry was standing right Infront of me. I couldn't believe it. He was so gorgeous. He looked different. Really different. His hair was pulled up, suffocating the curls. He was taller now. Alot taller than before. And he was skinnier.

I was so caught up with my thoughts that I didn't hear Harry say 'hi' the first time..or second..or third...but I heard him the fourth!

"Hi...do you want to come inside?" He asked so politely. His weak smile showing between tears.

I smiled at him and he opened the door wider so I could step in. He walked over to the couch and sat in silence. Harry was the only one I could sit with in silence and not feel awkward. That is until he broke it.

"So, Louis Tomlinson," I shivered at my whole name being used."Mind telling me what you're doing at my door step at 11:13pm?" He said, clearing his throat and wiping the tears off his cheek.

I looked at the clock to find that it really was 11pm. Wow. "Uhm yeah. Well Niall told me you were out and I was really excited and so I came here and I want to see you and I wanted to know how you were..and yeah" I said,realizing that I was rambling.

"Ok....ask me questions then..? Ha. Ha" he laughed awkwardly. I took his opportunity to ask him everything that was going on in my messed up fucking brain.

"Ok so uhm. Well I really missed you. Oh and I had a girlfriend. But I broke up with her when I found out you were out. I don't know why. I just love you and I didn't even love her. And it's my fault you went to jail. And I knew it was an accident. And I feel so fucking horrible for not going to visit you. I don't even know why I didn't visit. And you look nice and skinny. Ha ha. And oh my god did they hurt you. Did they touch you Harry?!? Did they rape you??????!!! Please tell me baby!!" I screamed/screeched, reaching to curse Harry's cheek but he flinched away.

Wow. That hurt. That was like a slap in the face. Uh!

"Well...you shouldn't of broken up with Eleanor. Niall told me her name..I saw you two a week ago at Starbucks. You guys looked cute. It's not your fault I went to jail. I'm the one who hit you. I was kinda crushed when you didn't visit but I got use to the fact you moved on..which you did. They did touch me and Rape me but its not big deal. Nothing could ever compare to your size so it's alright. And please..don't call me baby." He said. The last part hitting me like a slap in the face. He didnt want me calling him baby. He didnt want me. I'm so stupid.

I moved further away from Harry on the couch. Letting him have his space. "Ok. Well. Thanks for the compliment tehehe." I just giggled. Shit." Uhm. I should be going now." I said before I got up from the couch.

I was about to open the front door when I felt one large hand on my shoulder. I turned around to see Harry towering over me with his green emerald eyes. God those fucking eyes kill me.

"No. S-stay the night. It's really late and I don't want you driving in the dark..." Harry said before walking off. "I'll just go get some blankets and a pillow for the couch."

Of course. The couch. Because why would he want me to sleep with him? Defiantly . Ha. Ha. Why did I think I was going to sleep with him?! God I'm so stupid.

"No you aren't. Please don't call yourself stupid. You're one of the smartest lads I know." Harry said when he came back with a pillow and two blankets. Did I say that out loud? Shit! I hate when I do that.

"Erm thanks. So yeah ill just be tuckin mi self I'm da bed" I said, laughing at my baby voice. Harry just smiled and walked off to his bedroom. Smile. Really? That's all? God I'm losing my game.