Kurtbastian one shots

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I'm about to destroy your feels. You ready? Welp hope you are.
I do not own "gone too soon" all credit goes to Chris Daughtry {I did change the lyrics to make it fit the story more but yeah}
Sebastian's POV
I sighed as I tried to tie my tie again for the tenth time. There was a knock at my door.
"Come in." I mumbled.
My dad came in and sighed.
"Let me help you son." He grabbed my tie and probably tied it.
"Thanks..." I said,not looking at him.
"Sebastian..." He started.
"I can't believe I'm here...he was supposed to live until we were both old and wrinkly..."
"I know son..." He patted my shoulder. "We need to leave now..." I nodded and walked out. A car was waiting for us. I got in and sat by the window. Dad came in after me and grabbed my hand.
"It will be alright son."
"How? He's gone dad...he's gone and he will never come back..." He didn't say anything else after that.
We started to drive away going to the cemetery where the funeral was going to be held. I stared out the window and I heard candles playing on the radio.
"Change it please..." I mumbled. The driver wasn't listening to me. I sighed and keep focusing on the trees we slowly passed by.
When we got there,I got out and went to Burt. He was standing next to the coffin that held him. I felt my breathing getting heavier and walked over to Burt.
"Burt..."I said and he hugged me. I hugged him back,wishing with every part of me I didn't have to be here.
"Do you want to see him?" I nodded and got up to see inside the coffin.
There he was. My beautiful fiancé,Kurt Hummel. His beautiful blue eyes were closed. His skin was so pale it was pure white. His hair was flat down on his forehead.
That's what broke me. Seeing him,broke me. I started to sob. He was my everything and now he's dead...
I felt my dads hand my shoulder.
"Son we need to get our seats now..." He said. I nodded and followed him to two front seats. Burt had saved them for us.
Burt sat next to me and as hard this was for me,I knew this was worse for him. He lost his wife and now his only son. 
The pastor came out and started to service.
"We are gathered her to celebrate and remember the life that was Kurt Elizabeth Hummel...." He kept talking but I zoned out. Dad tapped me when the pastor said "And now to explain how much Kurt meant to him,Sebastian?" I nodded and let out a shaking breath. I got up to the front and said "I um...I had never meet any other person that has meant so much to me then Kurt. He was so amazing and brave. I don't think I've ever seen such bravery in someone before. Loving him wasn't a hard task. I fell in love with him within months of dating him. After two years,I knew I had to marry him. There was no doubt in my mind that he wasn't the right guy for me. He would never judged me or hurt me in anyway. That's why I proposed to him. I thought everything was set for us. We would get married and have kids and everything would be perfect for us. But that won't happen or will. He um...he's the best thing to ever happen to me...and..."I could finish what I was saying because I started to cry again. Blaine got up and hugged me. "Want me to finish?" He whispered. I nodded and he started from where I left off. "He was the best thing to ever happen to me and now,I can't have him. If he was here,I would tell him everything I'm saying now. He was the perfect match for me. If only can show him it more than I did..." Blaine and I both sat down. Dad grabbed my hand while everyone else went sharing stories about kurt. I back went up and said,
"I want to sing this for Kurt. And to show that I still love him. I love Kurt Hummel...I never stopped and never will. The music started and i started to sing " Today could've been the day
That you blow out your candles
Make a wish as you close your eyes
Today could've been the day
Everybody was laughin'
Instead I just sit here and cry
Who would you be?
I remembered what you looked like
When you looked at me for the very first time. Today could've been the next day of the rest of your life.
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose such a ray of light we got know.
Gone too soon, yeah.
Would you have been president?
Or a painter, an author that sang like your mother
One thing is evident
Would've given all I had
Would've loved ya like no other
Who would you be?
I remembered what you looked like
you had her smile and his eyes.
Today could've been the next day of the rest of your life.
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose
Such a ray of light we got know
Gone too soon, yeah
Not a day goes by, oh
I'm always asking why, oh
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose
Such a beautiful life we got know
Gone too soon
You were gone too soon, yeah
And not a day goes by
That I don't think of you...." I finished and everyone clapped.
I wished that I wasn't here. I wished he was still here with me and would marry me and we would have a family. But he's not...he was just...gone too soon.
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